thank you for clearing these!
all these were a misunderstanding, i'm truly sorry =)

today my finger got bitten by an insect, think its a bee.
luckily now it's getting better.
no more swollen, pain, i hopeee.

still have tons of undone work
they never end T.T
problems also never end, why why?
i'm tired.
anyway, gtg. will update again.

sorry i'm really speechless now, because i really don't know what to do.

i always really really don't wish to hurt anyone of you.
but i'm always the one, being hurt.
some people said i'm _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
but i don't know in what ways i'm being that to them, but i must say that they don't realise that i show alot of concern.
i'm really hurt.

i want to go out to this and that to R-E-L-A-X not that i want to take part in everything.
noticed that all of you people except TWO people think that i want to play play most of the time.
these TWO people (not my family members). i won't mention much abt them.
they will know who they are.
i'm really willing to work hard for final year exams. concerts affected me for the past few weeks. now i'm ready to be back to my usual routine and yet, so much stress to faceeeee =(

anyway,
I'M REALLY HURT HURT HURT!
='(
some people including my parents are really hurting meeeeeeeeee.

i don't wish to talk further more.
i'm hurt and disappointed right now.
speechless too.
i'm really sorry =(
ps. don't ask me who these people are. they should know themselves =(

Rehearsal in school was on 22/07, which was Caroline the pretty babe's birthday! :D
Rehearsal at VCH was on 24/07, which was Lynette the sexy babe's birthday! :D
Concerts were on 25/07 and 26/07, which was the past 2 days :D

Enjoyed myself very much especially yesterday's.
Parents came, being very supportive.
Friends came, showed their support.
ANTHONY. CAROLINE. ELAINE. JOEENG. LYNETTE. PATRICK. YANZHEN.
Greatly touched when all of them came down to see me after the concert ends.
Thanks, everyone! :D
Thanks to God that everything was well and smooth! :D

On 27/07,
Church service as usual.
Brunch at PS kopitiam.
Sky Paradise; Kayaking at Lower Seletar Reservoir from 2pm++ to 6pm.
Elaineeeee, my kayaking partner! :D
Fun fun fun! :D
Was very tired by the time i got home.
Couldn't do homework. That's why i'm awake at this early hour, to do.

Okay, gtg.
Oh yesh! Victor n Erni are back from Taiwan! :D
Cya everyone again =)

*edited at 5.10am

updating before i'm off to school then to VCH..

dear God,

I pray for success for the performance tonight!
I pray that everything will go well, nothing'll go wrong!
All the best to meeee and all the performers! :D
Thank you!
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

something surprised me today.
maybe 1/2 of my class.
they all are interested in learning sign languages!
i were super shocked, you know! :D

they all ask me how to do it.
''you're a stupid pig''
''i love you''
''happy birthday''
A to Z letters
hahaha, really funny. i had a gd laugh with them =)

besides that, i had a gd time with chanying, diyana, thivya,janice, mansura, imm inn =)
during MT time, at MRT station, in train.
hahaha :D
oh yeah! i ran 5 rounds without stopping for PE today, wonderful :D
wish everyday is like today!
tmr - rehearsal
wed - cca
thurs - rehearsal
fri n sat - concerts
sun - sky paradise

looking forward to the concerts n sky paradie! :D

just feel like updating.

went for service late today. actually went for 5pm service yesterday evening.
just went today service for the last 1h with xuehui.
yesterday service n today service, slightly different O.o
after service, went fellowship at mhi.

learnt more about abraham - Genesis 12-38.
at first his name was abram, later on changed to abraham.
interesting.
the youths were 'forced' to represent our own grps - btw there were 3 grps lol.
me, yuki n joey T.T
hahaha. and the crazyyyyy interpreter, patrick! :D
kept on making me laugh for no reason -.-.
heh :D
after fellowship, went PS for lunch.
walked ard with Rene before heading home. she was funny, as usual. lol.

pretty babe! (you shld know who you are)
you okay? you okay?
you seemed very tired and quiet.
you okay, you okay?
cheer up!

okay, gtg. packing my stuffs.
this week gonna be super crazy for me. hope i survive after Saturday =x.

saw char's blog.
saw yuki's blog.
I'm also facing same problems.

HEARING IMPAIRED PEOPLE ANIT LOUSY! ANIT GREAT TOO! WE ARE ALL NORMAL!

sigh.
thinking too much now =(
work piling up.
concert coming very very soon.
super busy for this coming week, from monday to saturday.

wish i have better life.
true friendships.
no betraying, unhappiness =(
sigh.
won't say anything furthermore. i'm feeling terrible enough =(

victor n erni! enjoy your taiwan trip! :D
release all your stress n unhappiness. be happy throughout the trip. don't worry abt me, i'll be alright.
msg me when u are back!

see u people again.

unwell today, didn't go sch. sigh.
under stress, i think? anyway, slightly better now =)

over the past 2 days, which was the weekends was terrible although i got to spend time with family.

sat - went back to sch for rehearsal, dismissed a hr late. headed hm, uncle n grandparents at my hse. can't rest well. but fun with them until night.
sun - went church late, gulity. can't blame, had to finish work. prayer meeting wasn't bad. praying for the ministry for leadership, new committee and outreach activities etc. went lunch n headed hm. again same ppl at my hse. enjoyed the time being with them until night.

i'm glad to see them again and being with them for 2 days! :D
hope they had fun painting at my hse too :D

concert is coming within 2 weeks' time and i don't think i can perform well. how? i alr did my best.
i'm thankful for some people.
they are important in my lifeeeee, but i don't wish to list them out =)

gonna do my things now. see ya, peeps.

ps. what shall i do? sigh, so troublesome.

so stressed -_______________-

can get rid of my life?
or perhaps i'm just silly.

and should i do it or not? frustrating, shhhh. this's not meant to let everyone know.

it has been days that i update again.
lots of stress, frustrations everywhereee.

my dear xuehui,
i know you need someone, but i can't be there for you nowadays.
i'm terribly busy like mad.
i'm greatly glad that you approach others like ant, victor, yuki etc.
yes you may hate me very much.
i apologise.
and i do have my problems too.

yah, my concern for friends suck.
everyone hating me, yes i know.
i'm really terribly busy like mad, nowadays =(

great weekend i had.
sat, tuition, hip-hop dance, badminton competition, dinner.
came in 3rd for finals.
won't blame anyone, it's okay with me =)

bruises everywhere. 2 on my head. another one on my arm. another one on my leg. 4 in total -_____-
i will be mad-ly busy after next week =(
hope everything come back as a piece again after 26july.

yanyu jie! why tagged me in the quiz? *punch* you, lol.
hahaha, i will do it tonight.
gonna do my work. going out later to get pressies.