Fighting against the stress and pain.

But still, why must you do these to me?
I trust you the most & just rant about my pain and stress.
And you do this to me.
Sigh, i won't say anything more =((
People, don't worry about this.
Just feeling a little upset about that, and i'll be alright as time pass =)

Okay, i gotta rest soon.
FIGHTING !
I managed to study Biology & Accounts despite the slight pain & stress.

GOODNIGHT.

Something i want to share as i prayed to Him.

Ephesians 1:3
Praise to be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ

I thank God for the day.
I thank God for blessing me with strength and recovery from my health.

GOODNIGHT, ALL.

PHOTOS FOR YOU TO SEE.

A PEACEFUL MIND.
Hmm.
I'm much better now, except a slight cough.
Thanks people for your prayers & concern.
I went out for few hours though.
People started nagging & i went home, that's why i'm here blogging.
Heh!
I'm appreciating my mother even more !
She bear my complaints, she brought water for me upteem times from last night until this morning, she accompanied me to the doctor, she did these and those things.
I know she is tired, but she still did these.
I LOVE MY MUMMY !
Heh.
She is the best, after all.
Always appreciate your parents, no matter what.
I've things to do and plan =)
Okay, see you all.
HAVE A GOOD EVENING !

Just a few minutes before next day starts.
I nearly died few hours ago.
On medication now :(
Just now.
Stomach cramps + Vomitted my dinner out + Cough + Blocked nose + Feeling uncomfortable.
After so much decision.
Saw doctor.
Got medicine - 3 types of tablets + 1 syrup.
Last week, i mentioned that i went to see doctor at polyclinic - gotten 2 types of tablets + 1 syrup.
Imagine my room table is full of medicine :(
2nd time that i fell sick in a month.
I need to lessen my stress - i think so ):
Sorry, that i've to worry people.

GOODNIGHT, ALL.

Yesterday was Family Life worship.

And Kevin-korkor and Jasmine-jiejie came !

Sad thing that they left after that, had to go work.

Went SF by Patrick and Caroline.

Talked about Good Friday & Palm Sunday.

Tuition with Caroline cancelled - She had something on.

Had to wait for hours for Lynette as she was having a de-briefing meeting with the other trippers.

Meanwhile, i was chatting with ZM outside.

Ant-korkor heard my voice from inside the room -_________-

HMM.

Asked Lynette for help in Accounts.

I was about to go off, to head home.

Due to some complicated things, i ended up, going with Yewkim, Joeeng, Lynette & Ant-korkor.

I tagged with them, as they went to Sim Lim Sq to get something.

YK, JE and Ant-korkor, together with me, went off at Novena.

I was about to head home at TPY.

Again, ended up accompanying Ant-korkor lols.

For a short while, again ended up that both of us talked for an hour at the bus-stop when he supposed to send me off when the bus came & he gonna meet his friends.

SILLY DAY.

Lol, meaningful day though.

The time I got home, my mum wasn't happy at times again, and again.

My internet connected was blocked by her by password or something, i'm unsure.

So, i couldn't use for the whole night.

TODAY SO BORING.

Camp seminar.

Talk-talk until i really have a backache after sitting down too long.

DAMN.

Having slight cramps now.

Gotta rest already.

Luckily, tuition with Ant-korkor is cancelled !

Otherwise, I'll collaspe.

I really cannot, too tired after experiencing today - a super long day, sitting down for hours !

GOODNIGHT ALL.

Have something to announce !

KEVIN & JASMINE.

Officially my Kor and Jiejie in Christ =)

WELCOME TO MY CHRIST FAMILY.

Heh !

How great to have them as my siblings-in-Christ XD

Okay, that's all.

Nights, all.

WTH?

What's this, huh?

FORGET IT. - sorry my mum got annoyed and walked away from me -.-

ANYWAY.

I had a good day today.

Studied the whole morning.

Account tuition in afternoon and met friends in evening.

Went to Great World City and Singapore Flyer.

WHEE.

Nice, nice.

Tired.

I've many things to do now.

ps. I don't wish to talk much nowadays.

Getting more and more busy.

My parents are just having same problem with me.

CANT BOTHER.

At least, i do something sensible please. Thank you very much -.-

GOODNIGHT ALL.

TO SOME PEOPLE.

I'm irritated by this please.

ANTHONY IS MY KOR, NOT WHATEVER YOU CALL BETWEEN US.

YANYU IS MY JIEJIE - we are not les -.-

Please.

Thank you very much !

I don't want people to get misunderstandings !

Please don't ask who these people are. You know yourselves.

I will appreciate if you get the word : SWORN SIBLINGS =)

Gotta run!

Have been busy with work & tuition later ! =)

ON MEDICIATION.

Went back to school today & it was dreadful.

Don't know why, lols.

Just that, too many subjects to go at a time & my eyes'll just drop off one day huh.

Straight home after school.

MHI in evening.

I studied straight 3 hours with all the noises by mostly the boys who were complaining here pain and there pain. All of them totally sunburnt ! So poor thing huh -.-

McDonalds for a short chat before HOME.

Hmm.

People who're having tuition @ MHI & having problems with the tutor/tuition work:

I've some words to say.

Okay let's say.

TOO MUCH WORK FROM TUTOR.

I advice you people to do at least half of the homework.

Prove to the tutor that you did your best & you can't finish the rest because you've other work to do NOT because you are lazy.

DISLIKE TUTOR.

Firstly, is she/he good at teaching at that subject?

If that tutor is reccomended as a very good tutor, i advice you people to bear her/his scoldings/expectations.

BUT LAST THING.

You must understand the tutor.

Ask the tutor to repeat until you understand.

DON'T BELIEVE ME?

Well, i experienced all these before.

What i did was staying with same tutor until now & bear her scoldings & i know her expectations but i get scolded in the end.

I know for my own good. She purposely stayed on because of me.

THIS CAN TELL ME MANY THINGS ALREADY.

So, i kept quiet. But, other people has different views.

Still, must think of those 3 things i mentioned earlier before stopping tution or changing tutor.

Another thing.

TO THIS FRIEND WHOM THOUSANDS OF FRIENDS ARE WORRYING.

You are asking not to worry about you.

But, we are your friends.

We care, we are concerned so, we are worrying about you.

You are asking us not to.

Do you treat us as friends or what ?

What are we to you?

We've been together for 4 years mostly, but not me defintely.

The rest, mostly huh.

WE WORRY BECAUSE WE ARE CONCERNED not we are kpo-ing or whatever it's.

That's all what i want to share.

I know people will choose an easy path to go through, BUT FOR ME.

I chose an difficult way to go through.

That's why sometimes i feel down. But, never give up ! =)

ALWAYS LOVE EVERYONE.

LOVE GOD.

EVERYONE CARES. EVERYONE WORRY.

I admit that last time i used to think many negatives and think i'm not important to anyone.

Found out that i'm important to most of you.

THANK YOU XD

I'm sleepy.

GOODNIGHT.

Over the weekends, tuition tomorrow & tuition on sunday.

I'M TIRED =x

I FEEL GRATEFUL ALTHOUGH GULITY!

I LOVE EVERYONE.

I LOVE GOD.

MUST REMEMBER THAT EVERY SINGLE OF US IS IMPORTANT TO ONE ANOTHER IN DIFFERENT WAYS!

I just got to know something that i'm so grateful to this person !

NOT ONLY THIS PERSON.

MANY MORE.

I LOVE EVERYONE INCLUDING GOD !!

You want to know why i'm gulity?

I'M NOT GOING TO SAY.

EMBARRASSING ! HEH HEH !

I still haven't finish all my tasks.

I'm tired.

I've been facing the work since morning until evening.

TOO TIRED.

Hmm.

Hope i can recover soon !

Thanks people around me for all your concerns !

I'M GONNA BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

Just one more day before the weekend !

RAH.

Okay, goodnight all.

edited:

I feel very grateful at the moment =)

THANK GOD FOR THESE BLESSINGS !

I LOVE GOD.

I LOVE EVERYONE.

=)

HELLO.

Wondering why i'm blogging at this hour?

I'm sick, didn't go school.

Blocked nose, feeling uncomfortable for past 2 days.

Cough, cough - Ate too much during the holidays =x

Gonna see a doctor later.

No worries, people.

Sick and yet, so much work to finish up =(

Tasks that i've to finish before tomorrow:

- Geography graded assignment (halfway done)

- Social Studies 2 CAJs

- Geography Notes of tons of chapters

- Geography File

AND MORE MORE.

Those listed are already alot of work to do ! JIAYOU !

Can i escape from these?

Can i skip school because of these?

NO WAY.

I WILL PERSERVE AND FINISH EVERYTHING BY 6PM TODAY !

Or, the best is FINISH BY 2PM.

I've to jiayou !

Thanks people around me, for your concern that i didn't go school today =)

Update again after i finish ALL tasks !!

PHOTOS FOR YOU ALL TO SEE !

Since some people requested for some photos to be posted in my blog.

This is after Fast & Flurious outing, going to Yishun Safra for bowling ! - sorry, my favourite pouting pose again ! ha ha ha ! =)

This was taken after Diyana's dance performance @ Singapore Flyer - don't mind my hair, it was in the mess -.-

Finally, showing who my dear Kor is ! Here is my Kor & me XD - Taken before he went to Philippines mission trip @ airport =)

MY DEAR PAULINE ! VAIN PAULINE ! Ha ha ha ! Taken @ airport too ! - she was there too =)

MULTI-TASKING.

Sorry was feeling horrible just now because of things.

Hey people, must continue with life.

Can't stop life just because of you did badly or being pressured.

Everyone feels the same.

I passed 3 tests out of 16 tests, IS VERY HORRIBLE.

Still, i'll continue although stressed lah.

VERY COMMON OBSTACLES TO FACE! - i remind myself.

There're other people who experienced these problems & others too.

But, we all still continue our lives !

Anyway, today school was alright.

Dismissed late, all thanks to the madman - my emaths teacher lol =x

CONTINUE TO STRIVE PLEASE.

BE MORE MATURE.

I was once like this, in bad shape too.

Now i realised things and i should continue although i still have some negative thoughts.

Must minimize them =)

2 more days before the weekend !

Next week onwards, i'll be even busier.

God, please give me strength and wisdom !

THANK GOD FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS.

I managed to survive, although attacked with blocked nose & cough =)

Hope I get to recover soon.

It's just so uncomfortable !! =x

Okay, goodnight all !

Gotta to finish my work before it gets late.

FEELING HORRIBLE -_______-

Don't come and irritate me.

Thanks.

Update more tonight.

After 12am -_____-x

Blocked nose & cough affects me from nowhere =x

I think i really ate too much during the holidays, lols. Some people are sick too.

TAKE CARE,EVERYONE including myself -.-

School today was alright.

Too much work to do.

I managed to sort them out and did whatever i needed to !

THANK GOD !

Okay, gotta to go.

Stomach grumbling - hungry =x

Ate late lunch, a small snack during tuition & didn't eat dinner.

I've skipped dinner for 3rd time already.

I better stop this habit !!

Okay,

GOODNIGHT ALL !

JUST WANT TO SAY SOMETHING.

I'm sorry that i've been moody or not in right self.

Keeping in silence.

I'M REALLY ALRIGHT !

I want to thank:

- Caroline for her concern & understanding

(i suddenly cancelled tuition at last-minute decision)

- Paoru for her concern & her advices

- Kevin for his concern & his advices

- my dear Kor for his advices

- Others who are concerned about me

SORRY

&

THANK YOU!

I'm really alright.

Give me time to bulid myself up and be myself again =)

Lastly, not forgetting God.

I thank God for these !

Thanks people who are willing for me to confide in.

As i mentioned, i'm keeping in silence.

STILL, i'm alright !

It's getting late.

GOODNIGHT ALL !

MONDAY BLUES.

I got irritated again this morning.

As time passed in school, i got sleepy & slept for the first 40min while my teacher was talking all those rubbish.

Sorry, i'm naughty again.

Heh! At least, it was not during lessons.

Just like a briefing from teacher after school re-opens, sorta of -___-

Still, SLEEPY!

I stayed awake until school ended !

But, there were times that i fell asleep for a short while =x

Lunch with the girls.

Home.

Tomorrow, school ! -_-x

I managed to finish most of today's assigned work !!

FINALLY !

But, still have work to do.

Okay, gotta to go.

GOODNIGHT, ALL !

ps. don't worry about me after what happened yesterday, i'm alright =)

A QUIET SUNDAY.

So maddening this morning.

Woke up at 4am to reply my smses and forced myself to go back to sleep for another 3 hours.

Still, felt irritated.

Cancelled tuition with Caroline when i was supposed to have today.

I told myself that i believe in God, i worship Him.

I WENT TO CHURCH FINALLY !

But i was all in silence.

People asked me whether i'm alright. Yes, i am. But i don't look in that way.

I'm sorry.

MY APOLOGIES:

to Caroline for cancelling today's tuition & rejecting to tell what was wrong with myself,

to Cherie for rejecting a movie trip together,

to others if i worry you all.

I know all of you care about me.

Prefer to keep in silence.

Time for me to learn more and go through more obstacles.

Okay gotta to prepare myself.

School is starting tomorrow & i've to drag myself to get up super early.

GOODNIGHT, ALL.

I want to accept Jesus Christ but, the time isn't ripe yet =)

Need alittle time more before i'm willing fully.

JIAYOU.

Out of sudden, feeling irritated.

Anyway, a great evening i had, despite the rain.

Had BBQ with Ignyte team people under the rain.

We insisted on BBQ-ing, even when it was raining. We covered the pit while some of us BBQ the food =)

Good team spirit huh.

Heh !

Chatted @ Hougang Mall, after finishing most of the food.

Home after chatted a few topics =)

Got home.

Went online.

Feeling irritated at the moment,wth.

Feeling like i want to skip everything tomorrow.

I don't want to have tuition tomorrow -.-

Sigh, i don't know !

Think i need some time to cool down or something.

Sigh, i think it's just a period of time as things change.

Things are no longer the same as before, like..i'm not going to say, in case to offend people.

Anyway, i better stop blogging right now.

NO NEGATIVES PLEASE.

Okay, goodnight all !

Hmm.

Although i feel stressed over things like parents being over-protective & studies management,

STILL NEVER GIVE UP !

Someone (one of my great friends) told me that i've changed.

Maybe i've changed.

I'm not sure, only people can tell.

Someone ( another great friend) asked me whether i can do O levels.

I don't want the person to be named - prefer to keep it private

I wonder about it when i was on my way home just now.

Maybe can, maybe not.

I told my great friend : Depends on how good my results are.

Somehow.

50% can, 50% cannot.

I know people want me to do O levels.

I considered about it many times.

I try so hard, still "rejected".

Not meaning of rejected. Sorta like failure.

I remind myself.

STILL !

NEVER GIVE UP !

Stressed, because.

Some people's encouragement in wrong ways - TO ME.

Parents being over-protective - TO ME. (I know they mean well in the end)

"Rejected" after studying so hard - TO ME. (I know need to be harder! BUT. I can't take it too much)

Some people's understanding is wrong, sorta misunderstand - TO ME.

Still, need some patience.

NOT EVERYONE CAN UNDERSTAND EVERY PERSON.

Not easy - i realised

Never expect people to understand in ways that you want ! NEVER ! - i realised.

Thank God that i realised for around few days to a week !

NEVER DO THAT.

Oops,enough enough of sharing.

Post too much things.

THINK BEFORE DOING SOMETHING.

Just share one thing about myself.

Last time, i admitted that i expect people to understand me and be there for me all times that i needed.

NO, DEFINTELY WRONG !

Never expect that.

Be patient, someone will come to you when you need although now i don't want to approach anyone much.

GOD IS THE NUMBER ONE !

I hope people who experienced the same way as me, realise all these =)

HELLO!

Had a fruitful day today, except my mum's usual nags for being home late today.

Went for my appointment in the morning @ Orchard.

After that, planned to meet my "parents" - actually my friends lol =x

Because they are older than me & we just play as a family XD

Hmm.

Skipped some parts, don't want to be long-winded.

Ate sushi buffet @ Park Mall.

Went to MHI to "visit" Pauline, lols.

Went dinner with her & chatted.

Then, HOME !

Learnt many things from them, heh!

Great time with them!

Tomorrow, hopefully for good weather to jog and BBQ.

HEY!

Deaf people ah.

Not embarrasing to mix with. HH, HI, Deaf or whatever are in the SAME community actually!

You see me, mixing with different kinds of people.

Because we understand each other, same common obstacles we go through every part of our lives.

Mixing with older deaf people is good.

Learn things from them & you will experience & share with the younger generation.

Signing or talking doesn't matter to me.

I know some people don't like to sign.

If don't like to sign, how to communicate with deaf people?

Hey! Not only hearing people smart.

Deaf people can be smarter.

Cannot hear. But, brain/common sense is good.

Up to you all, who you want to mix with.

I'm just sharing part of my life.

I know my parents don't like these. I often ask them to join me if they say like signing in public.

They don't dare.

SEE! So, like i don't bother if they don't like. As long you keep your voice going.

Just think about this - likely for hearing impaired people who read my blog

Okay, gotta to go.

GOODNIGHT, ALL.

ps. Anything - just sms/msn/email me.. no problem !

MISSION TRIPPERS, WELCOME BACK!

Have a restful night.

Went to the airport to welcome all of them back.

So glad to see all of them especially my dear girls & my dear Kor !

After that, planned to join some of us for dinner.

Didn't go in the end.

BECAUSE!

I have to help out @ Sign language course @ MHI.

Prepared things there.

At first, i was like running like mad to look for the key for the room.

Luckily for one of them who stayed behind @ level 7 !

PHEW !

Went home after the course ended and clearing everything.

Tomorrow, suppose to go school but i've an appointment for my cochlear in morning.

Probably after this, nothing much then =)

See you all.

GOODNIGHT!

PANDA EYES =((

Returned home from school ard 1/2h ago.

Had extra lesson today, so sleepy.

I had to drag myself to school this morning, after my dad tried to wake me up thousand times.

FINALLY.

JUST ONE MORE DAY which is tomorrow.

But, it also means ONE DAY OF HOLIDAY left ! Rah !

Just 2 more months, or less than 2 months to MYES !

OH MY GOSH !

Okay, gotta to go.

Gonna bathe, rest, do some work before going out.

SEE YOU ALL !

OH DAMN!

I'm so freaking ugly now =((

THE RECENT PHOTOS.

Most of the photos, my eyes gonna bonkers.

ONE EYE BIG, ONE EYE SMALL.

WTH !

But this girlfriend of mine said that it's trend now like this o.O

And, also.

PANDA EYES!

SO UGLY, RAHHH !

Sigh, the photos taken are so nice.

Just that, my eyes being so weird and panda eyes sorta destroyed the photos =((

Sad, sad.

So ugly, so ugly, so ugly.

FURTHERMORE.

I've an ulcer in my mouth, will not be able to speak fast as usual.

LOL.

I pray that it will go away before Saturday.

I want to eat BBQ food !! =)

Just finished my dinner.

FAST & FLURIOUS OUTING TODAY.

Most people are girls from SAC and guys from BHSS, lols.

Had fun but very tiring !

Jiayi even said that was not enough, but super enough for me lah.

Sorry i've no more energy to use, hahah.

SOMEHOW.

I still went out with a group of girls & guys after the outing.

Lunch @ H0ugang Mall, and my dear jiejie saw me & smsed me lols -___-

Bowling with girls & guys @ Yishun Safra.

Had to wait for almost 2 hours.

But, we sat and played games at a corner while being on waiting list.

Heh, fun!

Played until 7pm ++++

Finally, everyone headed home.

I had so much fun today, but tired =)

Just now, received a sms that 2 mission trippers are back on early flight today!

Praise the Lord !

Tomorrow will be the rest & one more on Sunday or Monday.

But, i should be feeling anxious.

But right now, i'm not.

Just having mixed feelings huh.

Lol, anyway it's okay.

Tomorrow, have to wake up super early for school -______-

SHRUG.

Can i skip another lesson? =x

LOL.

Just 2 days before weekend, and after weekend, back to school !

AH, SO FAST -_-

Okay, see you all ~

DIDN'T GO JOGGING AS PLANNED.

My mum didn't allow.

And, it was getting darker now and then.

Should have jogged in the afternoon.

Anyway, I planned to jog on either thurs or fri afternoon.

Confirmed, i'll jog on saturday afternoon @ Punggol Park.

Anyone who is involved in BBQ wanna join me?

I pray for good weather till then.

Doing social studies notes right now.

Took some nice photos just now, just outside my place =)

Looking forward to tomorrow !

Gonna be out with my SAC HI clique again.

It has been often that i hang out with them =)

FAST & FLURIOUS OUTING @ SERANGOON SECONDARY SCHOOL

- organised by TSC

ps. I'm the only one who stay the nearest to Hougang MRT & hopefully i won't be late lol =x

Okay, gotta to go soon.

GOOD NIGHT, ALL.

---edited---

I didn't join my friends for a short shopping spree.

My mum didn't want me to go, so I didn't go in the end although i wanted to get another FBT shorts for myself.

Another day, then.

I bought clothes & skinny jeans for myself yesterday, which is enough to me !

NO MORE SPENDING MONEY. =)

A QUIET TUESDAY.

Had a good sleep, although i woke up before 8am.

BECAUSE.

I slept before 11pm lol =x

Spent the whole morning, doing my tasks at home.

Did some bible readings.

Did some work.

Did some research in computer.

Went out for lunch with parents.

Nothing much.

Played few songs on my piano to kill boredem.

Gonna clear my table & do some tasks before deciding whether to go out tonight for a short shopping with friends.

Update about mission trippers:

EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT.

Keep them in prayers, yeah people?

2 more days to go !

I can't wait, i can't wait !

I MISS EVERYONE.

my dear Kor

my 3 dear girls

all my dear friends

FASTER, THURSDAY EVENING COME !

A PEACEFUL MONDAY.

School for POA lesson for 2 hours.

No lesson tomorrow, at last-minute notice because power shut-down !

WHEEE ! It's super good for me.

Time to catch up with my sleep after 3 crazy days !

Grandparents' place after that, as my mum was there.

Shopped @ Kovan with mum.

Bought sleeveless shirts and another skinny jeans !

While having lunch with mum there, saw different kinds of people.

My point is:

CHERISH YOUR PARENTS.

Appreciate in whatever they do for you.

I saw a girl whose father who tagged along, as she was with a friend.

I think her dad bought an umbrella for her, just in case it rained.

The girl was like showing her attitude off at her dad, but he just being patient, took the umbrella away.

He even sat another table while the girl with her friend eating at a table.

I pity the father.

My mum was telling me the different kinds of parents in this world.

I pity these people.

I'm lucky to have my parents to be nice and let me & my brother do whatever we like.

I know we children don't like more and more of what our parents do for us.

Although we don't like & they like, we still have to appreciate all these.

Parents will be not there for us children at all times.

Family has to have close ties, no matter what.

Like me, communications are hard between family & myself.

Still, i'll never stop trying to communicate with my family members.

Like today, i went to my grandparents' place.

My grandma doesn't know English & I don't know Hokkien.

We still communicate.

My grandma tries to pronounce simple english words such as school.

I try to use some broken Hokkien & Chinese words.

NEVER GIVE UP FOR FAMILY'S SAKE.

Sorry i sound long-winded here.

Just after today, i realised many things and share with you all here.

3 more days to go !

72 hours more to go !

I simply can't wait !

Thinking..why life is a temporary assignment under God's word.

A QUIET SUNDAY.

Went breakfast with Pauline & then, to church.

First time to be in church, super early.

Set-up the computer and reserved seats.

Just few people came.

Prayed hard for mission trippers !

Sang all the worship songs, at same time, practicing my sign languages.

Lunch with some of SF's people.

People are just encouraging me with this and that, and obviously i'm feeling much better.

But, feels pressured too.

Still, i know i've to continue, no matter what.

Went to TPY for my primary school band performances.

My parents came !

Gosh, i was so shocked but touched, obviously.

Home, after the performances.

So tired !

Tomorrow, school @ 8am.

RAH !

Group study tomorrow, huh.

It's damn confusing and irritating me.

Well, i decided to see first tomorrow after my extra lesson ends @ 10am.

Latest update about mission trippers this morning/evening:

- Good weather

- Everyone is all well

- Ant's teachings done today

- Presentations done today

- Having face painting at that moment that i received a sms from them

GREAT !

Continue to keep them in prayers until they reach SG on thursday safely !

Okay, good night all !

PLEASE KEEP ALL MISSION TRIPPERS IN PRAYERS !

I miss my dear 3 girls & my dear Kor & my dear friends ! Sad.

I really hope every single of them is perfectly alright for tomorrow and onwards's activity plans !

Keeping them in prayers !

I shall list my prayer here:

Dear Father in Heaven,

I commit every mission tripper in your hands.

Lord, I pray that you will keep them away from dangers & health attacks.

I pray that safety is upon them !

Lord, I pray that all of them will be able to present good examples of Your word to the kids in Philippines.

Touch their hearts & praise the Lord !

Lord, I also pray that you will bless all of them with smooth plans.

May the weather be good, not in order to destroy the plans or weaken people's health.

I pray that you will keep them in safe when they are around, up the mountain with the kids in school

&

when they come down from top of the mountain and on their way to hotel for a night on Wednesday !

&

lastly, safety from you Lord is needed for them when they travel back to Singapore on Thursday !

I also pray that You will give them strength and wisdom as all of them lead the missionary together as a team.

Pray that Anthony(my dear Kor), as the team leader, will be able to give some guidances to the team.

That's all, I pray in Jesus's name !

Amen.

Okay.

This super early morning, went to send the mission trippers off at airport.

Missing everyone.

Breakfast @ McDonalds & off i went to CSH band practice.

Passed the band shirts that the band needs to borrow for tomorrow performance.

Ended up that i've to perform tomorrow, as well.

Home, after band.

Napped until late afternoon.

Evening, went to watch Diyana's dance performance with my girlfriends & one of my girlfriends' 3 sons.

Slacked @ McDonalds again, until BOMB !

Then, zoomed home.

That's my day today !

Tomorrow another long day too.

Super worried and stressful at the same time.

Hopefully God will watch over all of them, no matter what !

BELIEVE IN GOD, NO MATTER WHAT.

Goodnight, all !

IN THE MIDDLE OF NIGHT.

I fell asleep just now and just woke up.

I don't dare to go back to sleep =.=

Doing work now.

=_=

Lol, i'm just being scared of being overslept later although my dad has agreed to send me there.

Afraid later he overslept and i overslept -______- (sorry i'm being lame)

Anyway, if he overslept, i gonna be there by myself.

DIRECT BUS.

ZOOM TO AIRPORT ! XD

Just 2-3 more hours to go !

Gonna do work, work until 530-545am comes =)

Okay, see you all !

Don't be shocked to see the time posted in this entry =x

GOOD NIGHT/GOOD MORNING huh.

LOL? :D

HELLO!

Went to airport around late morning to send 4 mission trippers off.

They are my dear Kor, Ginny, Adrain and Lynette.

Now i'm feeling weird without my dear Kor !

=x

Went to eat SUSHI with the girls in afternoon.

Slacked @ MHI.

Went dinner with my dear jiejie & bought skinny jeans !

WHEEE !

But, expensive ! I'll wear it often !!

I LOVE IT ! XD

Tomorrow, gonna be airport super super early morning !

So sad, last minute, my jiejie isn't going.

Gonna be there myself.

I gonna miss my loved ones !

Can't talk to most of my loved ones until Thursday evening.

Never mind, i still have others !!

OH YES!

Kor & the rest have reached Philippines already ! Great thanks to Kor for smsing me !

PRAISE THE LORD !

Okay, i gotta to go !

Gonna bathe & prepare myself to sleep soon.

Hopefully 5 phone alarms & xuehui's morning call can wake me up.

Hopefully also, my dad'll wake me up if he can wake up!

*edited* Just ask another of my dear friend to call me when he wakes up tomorrow !

JUST TO PREVENT FROM BEING OVERSLEPT !

Pray hard for that ! *prays*

I WANT TO WAKE UP AT 530-6AM !

I WANT TO GO AIRPORT TO SEND THEM OFF !

I DON'T WANT TO MISS IT !

If i miss it (=x), i gonna surely cry lol =x

Okay.

GOODNIGHT, ALL !

BACK AGAIN !

Went to MHI Sign Language Course.

Didn't buy the skinny jeans, will be other days !

Okay gotta to go.

Gonna sleep earlier than expected.

Tired after a day.

GOODNIGHT !

HELLO!

I had an awesome sleep today!

Did one online schoolwork.

Supposed to have another 2, but homework was not posted inside except messages from teachers.

That's why it's soo annoying !

Soon or later, gonna out to buy skinny jeans !

I hope to get one !

Then, dinner appointment with a great friend.

See you all !

Have a great day !

I DON'T WANT TOMORROW,

SATURDAY

AND

SUNDAY TO COME !

How great that i'm going to airport three times during my holidays ! -_-

AFTER 12AM !

No school tomorrow & Friday !

Didn't want to mention this, but they all have found out today.

Anyway, not important.

Hmm?

Went to the preview of MHI mission trip (philippines) after CCA.

Everyone did their best !

Most of the programmes were wonderful !

Just some are either wordy or alittle not being clear.

JIAYOU, ALL MISSION TRIPPERS !

My dear friends and sisters-in-Christ and brother-in-Christ who are going for mission trip:

PLEASE.

PLEASE.

Take care of yourselves.

Especially Xuehui who is sensitive to insect repellant, so use something to protect your limbs whenever it's possible to do so.

Yewkim whose eye was swollen.

Wash your eyes, don't anyhow touch your eye pleaseeee.

Joeeng, don't fall sick easily !

EVERYONE !

Drink more water & come back to Singapore in one fixed shape ! =)

That's all.

Will pray for all of you throughout the days until i see you back in sg at airport !

Sad, my ankle hurts.

I nearly sprained my leg last few days.

Yesterday, i 50% sprained my ankle.

Everywhere pain, rah !

Anyway, God is there to protect you no matter what ! =)

Okay, gotta to go !

TAKE CARE.

Goodnight, all !

I DON'T WANT FRIDAY, SATURDAY & SUNDAY TO COME ! =(

I gonna miss everyone =(

None of my loved ones to accompany me for a week =(

My stress is getting less now.

Glad for that !

Thank God for putting me through these !

Still, have many things to focus.

I believe that God will help me through these like those stress i had for the past few weeks !

Okay, gotta to go !

Tomorrow, progress card i think so.

GOSH !

BACK AGAIN.

Just want to say that i'm alright.

I'M ALRIGHT.

STAY POSITIVE.

Okay? People, don't need to bother so much about me already.

I'm alright, i'm alright.

Okay gotta to go.

See you all !

ps. sorry i've to say these in order to cover things i want to post.

GOODNIGHT.

I'm back !

Feeling pressured, sigh.

Anyway, never mind.

I guess people around me have totally different opinions from me.

I'll keep in slience.

I don't want people to misunderstand or worry for me.

Just don't bother much about me.

I refer to everyone whom i know, thank you very much !

We still can be friends.

This blog is going slience of my problems and happiness !

I'll still update as much as i can.

N levels're coming.

People just make N levels as excuse to me when comes to problems i've.

Confiding in someone is hard as well.

Anyway, never mind.

KEEPING IN SLIENCE......

Not updating about yesterday & today & further more.

I think my blog is too ''open'' & even my mum reads my blog.

Danger is coming in.

So, better not say anything more.

See you all !

SO TIRED YESTERDAY !

Oops, i'm running out of time !

Gotta to go church already.

Update later ! =)

Nearly 12am again !

Supposed to be back earlier to rest.

Ended up..

ENGROSSED IN THE SOCCER ''BBQ'' GAME !

It's just so fun lah !

My mum's reading my blog !

Oh gosh !

Whatever it's..

Whatever i blog, she seems not to get it.

Anyway, forget it !!

I really want to give up !

Sigh, but still can't..because i know everyone is there for me.

Most important is God ! He is always there for us !

I really don't know lah.

But, still glad that some certain matters get better now.

My brain isn't working anymore.

Tomorrow, have to get up super early !

Gonna rest soon !

GOODNIGHT, ALL !

HELLO!

Just bathed for 3rd time for the day =x

Caught in the rain just now.

Anyway, today school was tiring.

Didn't get enough sleep.

I was an owl last night =x

12am - 2am: sleeping

2am - 4am: doing work

4am - 5am - sleeping

Guess how many hours of sleep i got last night =x

Anyway, think i caught a flu as well.

Well, not important.

Not going anywhere except school.

Hmm?

Don't want say much already.

Always trust in Him more than yourself =)

HELLO.

Just finished my dinner.

Had CCA today.

I had a sleepless night again last night ! -___-

I just read one of my girlfriends' blog.

Thanks for your prayer, girl !

Thanks my close ones for your prayers too ! (you know yourselves about who i'm talking about)

My life is full of..

- Sleepless nights

- Stress

- Tiredness

- Headache

- Problems attack

STILL !

Always trust in Him !

Seek in Him !

Same for those who are like me, out there ! =)

Gotta to go !

Forever, have things to do.

GOODNIGHT !

12am again !

Sigh, just feeling very moody.

Stressed.

Tired.

Problems are just attacking me.

Still, i've to remember:

Seek in Him, no matter what !

Okay gotta to go.

PEOPLE OUT THERE.

Don't worry, i'm still surviving.

Goodnight !

FEELING ANNOYED.

Problems are coming towards me.

TIME TO FIGHT AGAINST THEM ! RAH !

Hopefully, stress don't attack me.

Praying hard to God*

Gotta to go !

I'M STILL DOING MY WORK. RAH.

Another sleepless night.

My sleep is depriving more & more ):

ps. can give me someone who can stay by my side? ):

it's really hurting when i need someone, but that person isn't there for me ):

Blogging again.

How wonderful, found out that no homework for today !

Have been having some thoughts since my mum & i came back from the bank.

Why not, let me control my expenses & savings O.o?

Anyway, i hope that my mum will allow that !

FINALLY.

Managed to clear all my papers that had been flying around my room & stuck in my file for weeks.

I seriously need a bigger room !

I want a bookshelf, but no space ! So annoyed.

Wish i didn't move to this place -__________- My room in my old house was much bigger.

Anyway, i can't expect much.

I shall bear with this TINY room until my brother & i get older and get our own money.

Then, MOVE TO BIGGER HOUSE !!

I'm awaiting to accept Jesus Christ fully & baptism if possible.

Waiting, waiting..

1) N levels to be over

2) O levels to be over

3) Parents' approval for that

BECAUSE.

By the time my O levels end, i will be 18 ! YIPEE !

When can my busy life end?

I want to stop everything that is moving for a minute. Can i?

SO CRAZY, MAN !

BUT.

God is always there for us, no matter what !!

I managed to go through a crazy week, together with God's help !

Always seek in Him, no matter what ! =)

Gotta to go !

Still, forever doing work & work.

See you all !

HELLO!

Didn't go school today at the last-min decision.

Chinese common test today, so i decided not to go school.

No plans today.

Probably studying, studying.

Gonna meet my mum now !

See you all !

ps.

Just realised that my blog is 1 year old already.

HEH !

HELLO!

Yesterday was a crazy day.

From Friday evening all the way to yesterday evening, i was busy with the wedding preparation & during the wedding ceremony.

NOT MY WEDDING AH.

It was my friends from MHI.

Congratations to Ellen & Clement ! =)

Was helping out like mad.

After the wedding ceremony, had to clear everything.

Went to chat until night, then went home.

Today.

So tired, that i could not wake up early to send my dear xuehui off =(

Glad that Dr Vic & Erni went !

Went church service.

I couldn't understand the sermon -_____________-

But, still i took notes down.

Went prayer meeting.

Seemed to be a youth prayer meeting today -__________-

VERY short tuition with Caroline.

Lunch with Cherie.

Nothing much, then.

Sigh, most of my close ones are so busy everyday. =(

Anyway, never mind.

I shall focus on my studies since they are too busy to go with me whenever i've the time.

HAIZ.

Gotta to do my things.

See you all !

ps. Sorry Nette for that ! =(