Hmm.

Although i feel stressed over things like parents being over-protective & studies management,

STILL NEVER GIVE UP !

Someone (one of my great friends) told me that i've changed.

Maybe i've changed.

I'm not sure, only people can tell.

Someone ( another great friend) asked me whether i can do O levels.

I don't want the person to be named - prefer to keep it private

I wonder about it when i was on my way home just now.

Maybe can, maybe not.

I told my great friend : Depends on how good my results are.

Somehow.

50% can, 50% cannot.

I know people want me to do O levels.

I considered about it many times.

I try so hard, still "rejected".

Not meaning of rejected. Sorta like failure.

I remind myself.

STILL !

NEVER GIVE UP !

Stressed, because.

Some people's encouragement in wrong ways - TO ME.

Parents being over-protective - TO ME. (I know they mean well in the end)

"Rejected" after studying so hard - TO ME. (I know need to be harder! BUT. I can't take it too much)

Some people's understanding is wrong, sorta misunderstand - TO ME.

Still, need some patience.

NOT EVERYONE CAN UNDERSTAND EVERY PERSON.

Not easy - i realised

Never expect people to understand in ways that you want ! NEVER ! - i realised.

Thank God that i realised for around few days to a week !

NEVER DO THAT.

Oops,enough enough of sharing.

Post too much things.

THINK BEFORE DOING SOMETHING.

Just share one thing about myself.

Last time, i admitted that i expect people to understand me and be there for me all times that i needed.

NO, DEFINTELY WRONG !

Never expect that.

Be patient, someone will come to you when you need although now i don't want to approach anyone much.

GOD IS THE NUMBER ONE !

I hope people who experienced the same way as me, realise all these =)