had a busy week!
weekends are here again! :D
yesterday had fun with you guys :D

holidays are here, looking forward.
no waking up early.
i can sleep any time i likeeee.
it's only for a week.
after that, left with 2-3 weeks to my exams.
OMG OMG!?!
hope i can catch up to finish studying everything for exams :X
okay, gtg..

will update again, see you guys! :D

had a bad week, sigh.
even the weekends, but today slightly slightly better.
looking forward to a better one =)
sigh, my watch is goneeeeeeee. Not even a year, sad..

more stress?!
the more near the exams get, the more frightened i will get.. :X
need to study..
people, don't ever ask me out pleaseeeee until weekends in 1st week of Oct, 'cos we start exams earlier than previous one, O.o more worseee T.T
haha, i need to jiayou already.
same to my dear jiejie yan! :D N levels bah. also joey, O levels bah.
ok, good luck :D

shall update again, cya! :D

something just popped my head on way hm from sch this late afternoon..

i saw a poor little girl, being slapped by her mum so hard and she kept on crying and crying, her mum just kept on shouting at her..that the public was all staring at them..
after the little girl stopped crying and sat down, i looked at her..
she was sucking her thumb and she is really pretty when she isn't crying or wailing, in fact..

this make me feel that i'm really lucky that my mum isn't like that girl's mum.
appreciate your parents and loved ones.. =)

dear friend..come back faster! come back faster! everything seems soooo quiet without you
losing sleep moree and moreee..
i'm soooooo worn out! tues - 3h of zz, wed - 2h of zz.. tonight, O.o?

update again..
zzzzzzz..back to work work work -______-

sorry was moody yesterday..
broke my NEW watch =(..
and also, my grandpa was admitted to hosp again..
day was destroyed..

today slightly better..
feeling tired and down.. slept for 3h last night, wasn't able to zzz and i kept on writing notes until my hand nearly died, pain..
just back hm from cca..
feeling like quit everything and STRAIGHT to home after sch..
left with 1 month to exams! rahh..

oh! kor is back from reservice today, long time didn't see him :X
hope he is alright and everything's finee..

ok, gtg to do my usual things.
update again..

what's happening to life?
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*loss for words

Great weekends for the past 2 days! :D

Great workout on Sat!
Nice time outside on Sun!

Focusing on studies, exams are nearing. Left with 1 week to Sept! Then 4 weeks in Sept! which means ard 4-5weeks left to end-year exams! O.o
1 MONTH LEFT!
Rah, need to study everyday already. Jiayou :D

Oh yes! My paternal grandpa is out of hospital, at homeeeee.
My maternal grandma fell down last few days. She's better now.
Hooray! :D

Okay, gtg.
Again, being a busy woman for lifeeeeee.

Back home, finally.

English tuition with the pretty babe from 10am all the way to nearly 3pm :D
Of course, there was lunch break.
Her mum's cooking was niceee :D
the pretty babe was telling meeeeee:
English VERY important :D
Must pass :D

I will always remember everything she told me :D
Hahaha :D

Went to visit my grandpa in hospital after that, he looked better :D
Headed home after that :D

I WANT TO BUY A USB CABLE FOR MY PHONE! RAH, NO STOCK D:
I want to buy thumbdrive for MYSELF, rah!
I want to buy a cap for myself, rah!
I want to buy a nice bag for outing/school, rah!
SOOO MANY THINGS I WANT AND I'M ALWAYS WAITING AND WAITING TO GET THEM!

Gtg to do my work..busy woman for life :D

yesterday was great :D
today was fun :D

a BIG thanks to my dear yanyu-jiejie! :D
she accompanied me yesterday and today :D
i dont mind our difficulties in communications.
she is improving in her speaking and me in signing. Hahah :D
I LOVE YOU, YANYU-JIEJIE! :D
Must study hard for your N levels ah, or else i won't play with you already. HAHA :D

a BIG thanks to friends from yesterday and today.
i enjoyed myself alot :D

now a BIG focus on studies.
no more being playful and crazy!

a BIG BIG BIG n levels coming next year then BIG BIG BIG o levels in the following year :X
i MUST MUST study everyday from now until end of 2nd week in October, also except my b'day! :D
Okay, gtg.

Doing work until then..

Enjoyable day! :D

No running during the sports carvival :D
Went home after lunch to bathe :D
Went MHI, slacked :D
Joined the meeting abt the Penang mission trip, Victor in charge of it, i guess :D
Went home! :D

But sad thing is that my grandpa admitted to hospital AGAIN.
Hope he can recover faster :(

Tmr gonna enjoy myself.
National Day :D
Sunday, perhaps? Or, maybe just finishing up my work.
Monday, tuition with Carolineeeeee, the pretty babe :D

THEN..

BACK to school :(

Last evening was disasterous.
WENT MAD.
Made people worried, my apologies =(

Today my day got better.
Except my swollen finger T.T
Hope it recovers soon :D

Okay, tmr last test! Yay!
The 3 quizzes ah..i'll do another day. Sorry people, and dont tag me anymore for now cos i have to do those 3 first. Hahah :D

IM TAGGED IN 3 QUIZZES! T.T
I will do them when i'm less busy, not now. Sorry people :D

time really pass very fast.
now starting of august.

nowadays i have been having a bad feeling, stressed, tired of things and also..
i feel that i'm hurting/worrying people.
sorry =(
experiencing too many bad things, facing stress, facing problems.
work stress is enough.
but..i still have stress besides that, why is that so? maybe i'm really a bad friend =x..
maybe not to some people eh.

this morning, went for service.
glad this time round, i went on timeeee.
for the past 3 weeks, i've been going late which is really bad.
after service, had prayer meeting.
speechless.
quiet.
no appetite, but still ate 1 rotiprata, hard work by pauline and vanessa :D
went home after slacking.
sorry, today i hardly smile. don't know why -_________-

this coming week, time for me to fight with stress!
tests from monday to thursday.
friday, sat & sun - slacking.
after august, i'll be "24-hour" studying already for exams in Oct.
will update again.
hope people remember my b'day, hahaha =x.. me, thick-skinned eh lol.

thank you for clearing these!
all these were a misunderstanding, i'm truly sorry =)

today my finger got bitten by an insect, think its a bee.
luckily now it's getting better.
no more swollen, pain, i hopeee.

still have tons of undone work
they never end T.T
problems also never end, why why?
i'm tired.
anyway, gtg. will update again.

sorry i'm really speechless now, because i really don't know what to do.

i always really really don't wish to hurt anyone of you.
but i'm always the one, being hurt.
some people said i'm _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
but i don't know in what ways i'm being that to them, but i must say that they don't realise that i show alot of concern.
i'm really hurt.

i want to go out to this and that to R-E-L-A-X not that i want to take part in everything.
noticed that all of you people except TWO people think that i want to play play most of the time.
these TWO people (not my family members). i won't mention much abt them.
they will know who they are.
i'm really willing to work hard for final year exams. concerts affected me for the past few weeks. now i'm ready to be back to my usual routine and yet, so much stress to faceeeee =(

anyway,
I'M REALLY HURT HURT HURT!
='(
some people including my parents are really hurting meeeeeeeeee.

i don't wish to talk further more.
i'm hurt and disappointed right now.
speechless too.
i'm really sorry =(
ps. don't ask me who these people are. they should know themselves =(

Rehearsal in school was on 22/07, which was Caroline the pretty babe's birthday! :D
Rehearsal at VCH was on 24/07, which was Lynette the sexy babe's birthday! :D
Concerts were on 25/07 and 26/07, which was the past 2 days :D

Enjoyed myself very much especially yesterday's.
Parents came, being very supportive.
Friends came, showed their support.
ANTHONY. CAROLINE. ELAINE. JOEENG. LYNETTE. PATRICK. YANZHEN.
Greatly touched when all of them came down to see me after the concert ends.
Thanks, everyone! :D
Thanks to God that everything was well and smooth! :D

On 27/07,
Church service as usual.
Brunch at PS kopitiam.
Sky Paradise; Kayaking at Lower Seletar Reservoir from 2pm++ to 6pm.
Elaineeeee, my kayaking partner! :D
Fun fun fun! :D
Was very tired by the time i got home.
Couldn't do homework. That's why i'm awake at this early hour, to do.

Okay, gtg.
Oh yesh! Victor n Erni are back from Taiwan! :D
Cya everyone again =)

*edited at 5.10am

updating before i'm off to school then to VCH..

dear God,

I pray for success for the performance tonight!
I pray that everything will go well, nothing'll go wrong!
All the best to meeee and all the performers! :D
Thank you!
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

something surprised me today.
maybe 1/2 of my class.
they all are interested in learning sign languages!
i were super shocked, you know! :D

they all ask me how to do it.
''you're a stupid pig''
''i love you''
''happy birthday''
A to Z letters
hahaha, really funny. i had a gd laugh with them =)

besides that, i had a gd time with chanying, diyana, thivya,janice, mansura, imm inn =)
during MT time, at MRT station, in train.
hahaha :D
oh yeah! i ran 5 rounds without stopping for PE today, wonderful :D
wish everyday is like today!
tmr - rehearsal
wed - cca
thurs - rehearsal
fri n sat - concerts
sun - sky paradise

looking forward to the concerts n sky paradie! :D

just feel like updating.

went for service late today. actually went for 5pm service yesterday evening.
just went today service for the last 1h with xuehui.
yesterday service n today service, slightly different O.o
after service, went fellowship at mhi.

learnt more about abraham - Genesis 12-38.
at first his name was abram, later on changed to abraham.
interesting.
the youths were 'forced' to represent our own grps - btw there were 3 grps lol.
me, yuki n joey T.T
hahaha. and the crazyyyyy interpreter, patrick! :D
kept on making me laugh for no reason -.-.
heh :D
after fellowship, went PS for lunch.
walked ard with Rene before heading home. she was funny, as usual. lol.

pretty babe! (you shld know who you are)
you okay? you okay?
you seemed very tired and quiet.
you okay, you okay?
cheer up!

okay, gtg. packing my stuffs.
this week gonna be super crazy for me. hope i survive after Saturday =x.

saw char's blog.
saw yuki's blog.
I'm also facing same problems.

HEARING IMPAIRED PEOPLE ANIT LOUSY! ANIT GREAT TOO! WE ARE ALL NORMAL!

sigh.
thinking too much now =(
work piling up.
concert coming very very soon.
super busy for this coming week, from monday to saturday.

wish i have better life.
true friendships.
no betraying, unhappiness =(
sigh.
won't say anything furthermore. i'm feeling terrible enough =(

victor n erni! enjoy your taiwan trip! :D
release all your stress n unhappiness. be happy throughout the trip. don't worry abt me, i'll be alright.
msg me when u are back!

see u people again.

unwell today, didn't go sch. sigh.
under stress, i think? anyway, slightly better now =)

over the past 2 days, which was the weekends was terrible although i got to spend time with family.

sat - went back to sch for rehearsal, dismissed a hr late. headed hm, uncle n grandparents at my hse. can't rest well. but fun with them until night.
sun - went church late, gulity. can't blame, had to finish work. prayer meeting wasn't bad. praying for the ministry for leadership, new committee and outreach activities etc. went lunch n headed hm. again same ppl at my hse. enjoyed the time being with them until night.

i'm glad to see them again and being with them for 2 days! :D
hope they had fun painting at my hse too :D

concert is coming within 2 weeks' time and i don't think i can perform well. how? i alr did my best.
i'm thankful for some people.
they are important in my lifeeeee, but i don't wish to list them out =)

gonna do my things now. see ya, peeps.

ps. what shall i do? sigh, so troublesome.