today english paper 1~

i nearly got frightened, because i thought i would not finish the paper in timee.
i finished compo n report writing just 3 min before time was up.
scary~!

went bugis with the girls.
then met my mum and bought my b'day present.
supposed to get another one, but ended up going home instead.

anyway, i shall not reveal yet.
the presents i have received has matched some of my wishes, but i only edit on wednesday =)
i keep all presents aside, not opening up yet..
heh! :D
can't wait for tmr..12am then i start opening up =)

tmr i won't be back until night..
will be @ DG..PS and MHI
see you people n good luck! :D

just a usual sunday.
tmr exams are starting.
all the best :D

erm! erm!
i received 2 b'day presents today, shall not reveal anything yet
wait until my b'dae on wed arrives then i shall spread out =)

hmmmm.

Dear God,

I pray for wisdom and strength for tomorrow exam; Eng Paper 1~
Also, for the others who are taking exams!
Hmm, also for the rest of my adult friends - have a blessed week ahead =)
In Jesus's name.

Amen.

will update again.
need to do my stuffs, cya guys.

not sleeping yet..
still doing work..

there's something in my mind..
i can't get rid of it.
probably it'll stick in my mind until exams end.
but i wont let it affect my exams.

working hard, working hard..
i nearly fought with a close friend over this.
she wants me to rest not study.
but i want to study.
nearly fought, but cool down in the end. phew!

just get it..i know you all care.
if i dont study, i will fail defintely.
if i study, maybe at least pass not so good ba.
yeah?

okay, have to get back to english and accts.
done with emaths and geog.
cya & nights! :D

just woke up =)

yesterday very tired, couldn't update. only reached home at 11pm :X
hmm, yesterday?
nothing much.
had tuition after school @ MHI with pat.
geog, the subject i failed since sec 1.
hmm, hope i can pass this upcoming geog exam after his guidances! =)

had meeting at night.
talked talked after meeting with friends around.
that's the reason why i got home late =)

today, i will be out later.
studying with my dear jiejie! =)
i won't be back until night..

anyway,
to all the people who helped me in studies like tuition etc,
i will give you a treat if i manage to pass everything well.
for accounts, i will try my best. okay..maybe if i get above 40, i will be still happy =)
okay, people? =)

my dear friend (you know who you are, i dont wish to list the name out here) ..
i will give you BIG treat after exams!
maybe during holidays =)

okay, that's all..
i think 'e post's alr very long :X
see you guys :D

terrible headache.
how am i gonna survive? =(

exams is just starting next monday and tmr is friday already! omg?!
jiayou!
okay gtg..
update again..

terriblee..another sleepless night.
now still doing work.
feeling uncomfortable, my nose blocked.
sigh.
medicine makes me drowsy and wanted to take but forgot in the end.
now so late, not sleeping yet.
how to take it either?
sigh.

just want to thank some people that i shared problems with.. i feel at least better in sharing ppl who i trust very much.. THANK YOU GUYS :D
although all our ages give a big GAP, i'm still glad to have you all.
because none of friends could understand EVERYTHING i have gone thru. maybe some of them only =)
well..
CHERISH YOUR FRIENDS, NO MATTER WHAT.
so yeah? =)

i have sooo many things to do.
wonder whether i can finish by friday night.
i really want relax and revise throughly for english exams which is starting on monday.. whoooo~

doing work..
just want to blog about yesterday that i was scared :X

first time scary experience.
ended my tuition with kor at 10pm, went home alone.
there's a STUPID man, in same lift with me at the park mall there, going down to 1st level.
i was alone with that crazy guy in the lift.
he appeared normal but his eyes were like cunning and i was getting scared.

later at the traffic light there, crossing over to the bus stop there, to walk to MRT station..he stood so close to me, erm like just beside me..2-3m away.
i got more scared :X
then i walked so fast, and LUCKILY he didn't follow..otherwise..choy choy! ahh, scary =(
sigh..i wouldn't want to go back alone after 10pm =(
anyway, forget it..
its over alr.

today, nothing much.
pain everywhere.
blocked nose, slightly better.
makes me so sleepy and eyes half-opened like that :X
wanted to go wesley church, but didn't..
kor n dear friend want me to rest at home and i will die in hands of caroline if i go, lol? :X
so yeah..jiejie accompanying me online, she didn't go too, heh.

gtg..still doing work..
so tired, so stressed..cant wait for 10, 11 and 12 oct! :D

HORRIBLE HEADACHE.
BAD BLOCKED NOSE.

I can't stand anymore! Bye peeps..
GOOD NIGHT~

horribleeeee..
so much work to do..doing now.
headacheee.
i think i have a flu already.
soooo stressed.

oh thank God that Kor is sooo understanding!
i seriously can't finish his hw, when i even can't finish my school work.
it's really horriblee.

my dear friend also had a long long day! poor thing..
anyway, i think i am not gonna blog so much alr.
maybe this weekends then blog again.
i need to fight with my stress..
my flu..
and study like mad for exams..

FIGHTING FIGHTING~

dear Father,

although today is horrible, i still had fun with the girls..
thank you for this day..
please bless my dear friend with more strength for tmr..
also, thank God that my dear Kor is really understanding..
i pray for Caroline for her safety as she goes Thailand tmr and back to sg on friday/saturday..
also pray for wisdom and strength for myself as i go fighting with everything for exams! =)
thank you.
in 'e name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

ah-chooooo! just sneezed again again! =(
CYA :D

todayy..maddening again.
WHY?
because i woke up at 5am to study again!
i'm really mad lol.
sat - 4am.. today[sun] - 5am
saturday - 4am to 2pm, 3pm to 6pm which means..10 +3 = 13 hours of studying.
sunday[today] - 5am to 8am, now..5pm to almost 7pm, which means..3+2=5 hours of studying..
WAIT ALSO TUITION WITH CAROLINE JUST NOW! - 1pm to 3pm = 2 hours.. 5+2=7 hours of studying today.
total - 7 + 13 = 20 hours of studying over the weekends :D
how mad is it? :X

but i feel it's good. at least, i'm studying seriously for exams.
ok morning, went church for service.
wasn't listening much to sermon, very sleepy.
after service, went mhi for fellowship.
shared abit.
i should buck up on thinking more and putting more efforts in sharing :X
maybe not now, after exams ba..now so stressed alr :X

had last tuition with caroline before exams, after fellowship.
hmm not last tuition for lifeeee. just only for this moment.
resuming after exams :X
anyway, had lunch with all adults after tuition.
the topic is all about STUDIES.
i'm sian of it, but though..patrick made some jokes, not really jokes..they are true in fact :D

headed home after that :D
studying ss now.
okay, dinner at homeeee.
tmr back to school..
oh gosh! i better go bathe soon :D
cya people :D

I CANT WAIT FOR 8 OCT! :D

just back home from grandparents' placee.
nearly 12am already.
hmm, grandpa looked better but still weak and pale ba.
celebrated cousin's bday.
today is much better than the other days i went thereee.
chatted with my aunts n my older cousin.
and stuffs.
tired now.
but still gonna study abit n finish up hw before i go zzzzz.
guess i gonna slp late again :X

well, at least i study not play, ya? =)
okay, see ya.
update again..
tmr? service n fellowship as usual, last tuition with carolineee..and perhaps lunch before heading homeee.
to prepare for sch on monday.
that's really fast! :D

dear Father,

thanks for this nice day.
thanks for blessing my grandpa.
also, blessing my dear friend and jiejie.
although jiejie not going tmr, i hope you will continue blessing her and touch her heart to know you moreee one day. so that, she will know the routine, every sunday..time to worship and know you moreee! =)
pray for a nice day tmr..
in the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

CYA! :D

studying since 4am plus in the morning today.
doing work/revising.
like a mad student :D

i guess you must be thinking that i'm mad to study at 4am plus.
i just woke up for no reason :X
anyway, now still doing work.

probably gonna to my grandparents' place AGAIN.
to visit grandpa and one of my cousins' bday.
i heard some news abt grandpa, not really bad news.
could be good news too.
well, i just hope that a miracle will touch him one day and let him survive longer and enjoy the rest of his lifeee.

dear Father,

i pray for my grandpa to have longer lifee and recover soon!
i pray for my dear friend and jiejie to have a nice day aheadddd.
pray for myself to have peace in heart.
thank you.
in the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

see you guys. tmr is a usual sunday.. =)

just back homeeeee.
had fun with the girls at MHI just now.
took many random shots, hahaha.
of course, we studied.
accts, emaths then later went crazy, listening to music :D

hmm school was boring.
sleepy.
not meaning i don't care about work, means..i lack of sleep.
having headache nowadays, worse and worse.
anyway, at least had fun after that. heh!

tmr nothing much.
guess i'm just staying home to do work.
a short prayer before i end my post today.

Dear Father,

Thank you for this day!
Please bless my dear friend who is sooooooo exhasted today with more strength and happiness tomorrow!
Hope Caroline's alright and everything's fine while she's back in SG.
I pray to bless all my friends with abundant blessings in everything they do!
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

see you people :D

today was alright.
sleepy but weather is good.
nothing much.
gtg, studying/preparing for exams.

FINALLY TMR IS FRIDAY :D

see you guys!

today was slightly much better!
sunny sunny!
most of time, in good mood =)
but sick of numbers/words everywhereeeeee.

maths - numbers
accounts - numbers
i've to do O levels emaths book (numbers), N levels accts book(numbers + words), anthony's hw(numbers), caroline hw(words).. how sickening. haha :D
anyway, 3 more weeks to STRIVE like mad, me being silly again.

nothing much. just getting more n more work! glad that tmr is Thurs!
then Fri~ then weekends are here again!
then i will be left with days before exams, rahhh :D
okay, gtg.

Dear Father,

I thank you for this nice day today!
Pray for my grandpa as usual.
Pray for Caroline for her safety in Thailand.
Hmm..Wei Tjin, for his ankle recovery.
Everyone to strive well in exams upcoming.
Lastly, good health and strength for everyoneeee for our daily lives.
Thank you.
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

update again and see ya guys :D

PS. i miss the fun that WE had together in the past. wonder whether it'll happen again? :X

today was alright, i guess.
at least, better than yesterday.
still sleepy, but managed to survive longer =)

1 WEEK LEFT TO EXAMS!
my gosh..i really need to catch up, in revising already!
help meeeee..ahhh!
ok, jiayou jiayou! =)

jiejie! heh, i'm looking forward to the day after MY EXAMS and YOUR N LEVELS!
then we can go out again =)
i love you! :D
hope to see you soon :D

hmm, my grandpa is now just dying dying.
we can't do anything, just being fillal, taking turns to take care of him at his homeee.
just now my mum just came back from thereeeee.
actually i was still scared the whole day today :X

hmm, i had tuition just now.
then dinner with kor..still very full from it now :X
heh heh! nothing much..

Dear God,

I thank you for this day, much better than yesterday!
Pray for Caroline's safety as she's in Thailand.
Pray for my grandpa for peace and no regrets in heart.
Also, everyone with good health and strength for tomorrow, another fresh day :D
Thank you.
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

update again, see you guys :D

everyday sleepy.
tired.
panda eyes.
stressed.
the weekends were okay, just very tired.
could see that i will gonna have another horrible week this week.
and my mum said that my grandpa may not survive for another week :X
sigh.
i'm really scared ='(
oh yes, caroline's in thailand AGAIN.
why why why? pleaseeee don't let her go those dangerous placess! sigh.

Dear God,

I pray for strength for myself..me being a panda already T.T
Pray for Carolineeee for her safety as she is in Thailand.
Pray for peaceee for my grandpa.
Pray for everyone for good health and blessed week ahead.
Thank you.
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

update again.. cya guys!

sooo tired.
horrible week this week.
i wonder whether another one again from tmr onwards? :X
sigh.
gtg, update again.

just back home from my grandparents' house.
it's really maddening, almost 12am.
=(

well, can't sleep now.
being scared and frustrated =(
gonna finish up caroline's hw.
see you guys.

update again tmr, i guess?
gd night.

although yesterday i was sooooo frustrated with so much happenings...
i'm really glad at the end of the day..to see someone smiling again, at least =)
to that person: no more regretting, okayy?
although lifeeeee sooooo sucky, i still want to solveeee everything pleaseeeeee.

hmm, today sooooo cold.
probably not going anywhere today until evening, visiting my sick grandpa at his homeeee.

Dear God,

Please blesss everyone with good health.
Please bless that person and his/her loved one with strength and wisdom to solve all problems they're facing.
Please bless my grandpa to survive longer as days pass by.
I pray for Caroline's safety while she fly back to sg today from Thailand =)
And also, wisdom for me as i do revision for exams and strength in whatever i do.
Not forgetting Char when she also prayed for me, please bless her with wisdom in her studies and strength as she face things in school and etc.
Thank you.
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen.

okay gtg.
update again..

PS.
Thanks Char for praying for meeeee. Btw..Char: don't say many of my closed ones dying one by one. Pleaseeeee don't say that..thanks!

Thanks my dear jieeejieee for being there for meee whenever she can! Study hard for N levels and go out with meeee after my exams! :D Miss you lots! Hope you can come tmr, heh heh! ^^