GET OUT OF MY LIFE PLEASE.
LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE.
OUT, OUT PLEASE.
I'M STRESSED ENOUGH.
HAPPY NOW? SO, GET OUT !

you don't want care abt me? - Go ahead.
you don't want to be my friend ? - Go ahead.
don't act like you care so much for me.. - I'm not fooled by this.
you don't appreciate me? - Go ahead.

GET OUT !
OUT, OUT MEANS OUT !
please get this right.

i don't expect you people to be my best friends or whatever sworn sisters.
don't anyhow tell people that i expect things from you people.
YOU ALL EXPECT TOO MUCH FROM ME INSTEAD.

i'm changing for the better, i know i'm mean. i'm fierce. i've bad attitude when i'm angry/moody.
BUT PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS.
i'm NOT lucky.
i'm facing other problems besides you people.

YOU KNOW THAT MY GRANDPA IS DYING NOW?!
GONNA DIE SOON.
GONNA TO BE IN HEAVEN SOON.

AND MY EXAMS ARE ENDING SOON.
I HAVE TO GO BACK TO CCA.
FACE THE BLACK-FACE INSTRUCTOR AND PEOPLE WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME,WHICH IS THE WHOLE BAND !

I WANT MANY MANY THINGS, BUT I DON'T GET THEM AFTER YEARS.
I DON'T ASK FURTHER MORE.
SOME OF THINGS YOU PEOPLE MAY HAVE.

I FACE MANY BAD EXPERIENCES WITH OTHER FRIENDS LIKE SAC GIRLS.
I FOUGHT WITH THEM IN SEC ONE.
FOUGHT AGAIN IN SEC TWO.
A BIG GROUP OF GIRLS VS ME, ONE PERSON !

AND I HAVE TO FACE YOU PEOPLE.
SHOW ME ATTITUDE WHEN UNHAPPY.
IF I'M YOUR FRIEND, YOU CAN SHARE PROBLEMS WITH ME. IF NOT, JUST TELL ME THAT YOU ARE NOT IN RIGHT MOOD THEN I WON'T DISTURB YOU.

JEALOUS OF WHO I MIX WITH?
YOU HAVE TO BE FAIR WITH OTHERS.

COMPLAIN TO THIS AND THAT PERSON.
SMSING ME ALL THOSE NASTY SMS.
WHAT'S THIS ?

TRYING TO AFFECT ME HUH?
I'M NOT GONNA AFFECTED BY THIS. I'M TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU PEOPLE !
FRIEND MEANS FRIEND.
DON'T NEED TO BE BEST FRIEND.
DON'T NEED TO BE SWORN SISTER.
DON'T NEED TO BE CLOSE FRIEND.

CAN BE JUST A FRIEND, WILL YOU ?
I'M NOT EXPECTING MUCH.

If you don't understand this SIMPLE english, then GET OUT please !
Sorry to other people if i give you a shock..i'm just really mad !
SERIOUSLY MAD ! :X
ok gtg..studying POA

update again later..