Friday, February 27, 2009

YO!
Long day today, huh.
No lessons today, just celebrations of Canossian Saints' Day in school.
My school is a catholic sch, if any of you don't know -_-
Hmm?
Dismissed late today, there was a band performing for us with nice songs.
One or two songs were christian songs, so nice !
Too bad, most of my girlfriends didn't like.
Home, after that.
MHI then now preparing some stuffs.
Okay, gotta to go.
WAIT ! ONE MORE THING !
Kor is mean today ! =(
My girlfriends were the witnesses, lol =x

Goodnight !
Back again.
Oops after 12am -____-
Anyway, having my very-super-late dinner.
Hmm?
Went out again, after i came home from school just now.
Anyway, i may not blog tomorrow.
Well, you will find out when i update again =)

PRAISE THE LORD !
For everything ! My loved ones !
Bad news.
I failed my common emaths test. Sad ):
Anyway, work harder !
Gotta to go !
GOODNIGHT, ALL !

Thursday, February 26, 2009

HOORAY!
Common tests are finally over !
Study break ! Nope, MYEs coming ! Rah, at least i finished my tasks for common tests ! =p

Tomorrow, NO lessons !!
School tomorrow ends @ 1130am !
WHEE !
Wonder what to do, before 5pm?

PRAISE THE LORD !
for this naughty Kor-in-Christ I have !
Don't ask why.
But it's a good thing to have him as my Kor.
Kor !
SEE ! Your mei, praising you leh =p
Always trust God more than yourself =)
Today, i'm early back home. I just finished my lunch & already bathed 1/2 hour ago.
Lols.

Have to go soon.
Clearing stuffs & work. Books & papers have been piling up on table for days.
TIME TO CLEAR !

Weather has been bad, oh gosh !
People, take care ! Don't slip & fall. Don't fall sick.
Looking forward to tomorrow and saturday ! =)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Not blogging much.
Busy studying.
Tomorrow is finally the last day for common tests !
HOORAY !
Will update more tomorrow.
See you all.

Thank God that today isn't screwed up!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Not blogging much.
Tests were screwed up today.
One test to go tmr & another 2 more to go on Thurs.
See you all !

Monday, February 23, 2009

I wonder, i wonder..
Since many days, i always have mixed feelings.
Sad - because one of us isn't in my ''family'' anymore. I wonder whether life is fated or..
Don't ask me who.
Whatever i blog here, i won't answer any question unless i tell you.
Happy - because i'm not alone.
GOD IS WITH ME.
I know my dear Kor & my close ones are with me.
Scared - You'll know why in 2 months' time lol =x
Anyway, no matter what, I must know that God is with me !
Although I want to be fully Christian, I do respect my parents.
It considers as I have not accept Jesus Christ fully.
I'm looking forward to the day that i will accept FULLY !
I wonder when it'll be.
Gotta to go.
See you all !
GOOD NIGHT, ALL !

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Blogging again.
Someone asked me to type the church sermon today.
Sorry, i'll do it another day.
Still busy at the moment !

This weekend was all pink to me !
Pink shirt on Friday.
Pink shirt on Saturday.
Pink shirt today !
So damn crazy ! =x
Even my dear jiejie said i'm mad. I'm not.
Just that, i happened to get all pink shirts to wear. I didn't realise until she told me -________-

Nothing much.
Will be having my common tests this week !
See you all !
ps. every week is so crazy ! when can the crazyness stop? otherwise, i'll not survive until N levels come =x
Having some thoughts.
Not blogging anything.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Again, i'm home late.
Nearly 12am already -_____________-

Got my sleep this morning, my phone alarm was so irritating.
Afternoon, i was so blur !
Meeting time is 215pm but i kept on thinking it's at 115pm that i got ready by 1245pm !
-____________- silly me.

Tuition @ Orchard.
Shopping with my dear jiejie & friends.
Until after 9pm, i managed to buy a blouse, to go with jeans for the wedding ceremony next week !
Had dinner + supper before heading home.
Small blisters on side of my toes -_-

Anyway, i gotta to go.
Goodnight, all !
GOSH, AFTER 12AM ! -___________-
I reached home exactly at 12am, oh gosh !
Hmm.

Today is so crazy, man !
School until 245pm, went to see a teacher in office about N levels etc.
Reached home after 3pm & ate my lunch ard 4pm plus.
Went MHI ard 6pm plus.
My dear tutor was late, waited for an hour.
But i had fun, playing with my girlfriends that MHI is full of noises by us !

Later, went late dinner with some of my girlfriends & one of my gf's ''son''.
LOL ! Not a real son, hor.
Talked, talked.
Trained home. I ended up going TPY & taking bus & trained home ! -_____________-
All thanks to Ivy.
Should have taken NEL train straight home.
So tired after a day out !
It's nearly almost 24 hours OUTSIDE ! From 6am to 12am !
IMAGINE THAT ?!

Okay enough.
I gonna either sleep or do my things.
I hope everyone is all well, except some. I know who they are. I don't have to reveal everything here.
It's called respecting privacy.
See you all, goodnight !
A day out tmr from afternoon. At least i can sleep in the morning !
FINALLY THE CHANCE HAS COME !
Lol =P

Thursday, February 19, 2009

HELLO!

Such a long day today.
Almost late for school today, just 2 minutes before time BOMB !
Stayed back for Accounts tutorial until after 3pm !
I hate that today is friday's timetable, because no lunch for me until after 4pm today !
I nearly die.
Had to walk so fast to Bedok MACs.
My muscles or whatever it is, nearly torn or collapse or whatever it's because it sorta pulled my muscles or what it's(again!) which caused pain.
Sorry, my english sucks ! =x

Anyway, went MHI with the girls.
Just a stupid incident on my way thereeee !
Headed home in late evening.
Now having my late late dinner !
And doing work.
Forever doing work, work, work.

Tomorrow no cca !
BUT.
Have extra lessons from 145(straight after sch usually ends) until 245pm.
Again, my lunch will be after 3pm.
What's this ?
Are the teachers trying to starve all of us to death?
Anyway, just one more day to go before the weekend comes.
Busy weekends again !

Gotta to go!
See you all, goodnight !

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

HELLO.
Sorry didn't update last night, i was too tired & went straight to sleep.
Yesterday.
Damn ! I failed my geog first test ! -__________- Just expected this anyway.
I just felt 'lonely'.
Anyway, i won't say much about it. Had tuition with Kor after school.
Kor ah. Forever bullying me, but i managed to bully him back once -___________-

Anyway, today.
Although i slept straight 7 hours, i still can't wake up this morning !
I seriously need 10-12 hours of sleep !
Had Geography test today, alittle screwed up - Hope i can pass =x
CCA, after school.
Felt alittle weird. Anyway, it doesn't bother me much right now.
Got home after 1 1/2h when i was dismissed.
So tired !

ONE MORE THING !
I just passed the first test -__________-
I failed 3 or 4 tests & finally passed this test !
MATHS TEST!
10 out of 20 marks, it was not my expectation actually.
I wanted to get 15 marks but found out that something went wrong with my standard deviation !
-___________-
Anyway, work harder for ALL my upcoming tests !!

Nothing else huh, bleh?
I thank God for this day ! I thank God that this loved one of mine is feeling better today !
Okay, gotta run now.
Tons of work are awaiting for me to complete.
I think another sleepless night for me, sigh.
See you all !

Monday, February 16, 2009

Just an hour left before 12am strikes !
Still doing my work.
Facebook pm: Work never end.
I kept on wondering & wondering..
You want to know what's this ?
Sorry i'm not going to reveal here & no need to come asking me.
I will just ignore (sorry ah, it's just very privacy - especially if you aren't very close to me), perhaps i will tell my close ones instead.
Okay, sermon in church yesterday.
Actually you can read the summary of the sermon in Xuehui's blog.
Too bad, only certain people are allowed to enter her blog.
Hmm, my summarization is bad.
Mostly, i'll list most of the things what the pastor said.

Church sermon (15 Feb):
Where is Kingdom of God ? (this is a very important question)
Answer may not be accurate, problem lies with translation.
But ! Change form of word for us to digest & understand better.

Cor 1:1
God has raised us up together and made us to sit with him in heavenly places.
Not referring to heaven. It's unseen world of realities.
2 worlds we live.
We must not get lost in transaction to equate the Kingdom of God with the local church, the building and its people.
Body of Christ where believers are, that's the Kingdom of God, superior to the Kingdom of the world.
It's obvious because we think we are freed from sins.
Have been delivered into Kingdom of his son of love.
Paul says that we can be filled with knowledge of God's will.
It's whether you want to believe the Kingdom of God as citizens.
We have to understand and willing to tune in.
About spiritual understanding.
Then we can have God's wisdom to understand.
In unseen realities, we need to know how that Kingdom works.
Able to function how to know that how spirit works
Ability to distinguish Kingdom's values.
Paul says that God has revealed all things that searched by the spirit of God
.Example: Research is able to work because of spiritual understanding.
Then ask for God's wisdom.
Sometimes, it may prompt further.
It's spirit of God to ask more questions.
Spiritual understanding when it comes to money? Yes, why not.
But Kingdom people must bring the values of Kingdom of God.
Kingdom values and applications are applicable everywhere anytime.

Cor 1:11
Paul said that we are strong with strength that comes from the might of God.
Meaning the power of God, strength to stick out of long haul not the spirit.
Given to us to live God's ways.
Takes long time to overcome the aggression to get Kingdom values in place.
Example(happened in real life):
A young man was discouraged in battle against slavery.
He got a letter from John Wesley before his death.
It was about words.
Read unless divine power raises you up.

What this was trying to tell us?
Discouraged if God is for you then who can be against you.
As a committed christian, it makes use to help change the world.
Advancing concerns of church and society.
As there are great challenges we will face.
Then, need strength of God, not about the fundamental values.
We are in Kingdom of God.

Pastor mentioned that he was from boys' bridge when he was young.
He learnt the advancement of the Kingdom principles.
Their responsibility to advance Kingdom of God in earth.
That's all about church sermon !

About the SF (15Feb) that leaded by Pat/Caroline,
It was awesome !
We were divided into 2 groups after their sharing & had to act out from what we understood from their sharing.
It was about Gideon.
He & his soldiers went to defeat the Midnighties(forgot the sp).
Firstly, Gideon had 32000 soldiers with him.
But God told him not to have too many.
Cut down to 100 soldiers, still not very satisfied. In the end, took 300 men together with him to the battle.
God was with their side
(they heard from the Midnighties when they chatted in their tents about the battle)
In the end, Gillion together with 300 men unexpectedly attacked their enemy while they were sleeping.
Secondly, the altars are other Gods.
We Christians respect one only true God.
God asked Gideon to break the altar. Although he was scared, he still did it for the sake of God.
That was all, i guess ?

Okay, gotta to go.
It's really late & i need to finish up my work !
Goodnight, all !
ps. sorry that the post is so freaking long =x
HELLO.
Monday Blues.
Worst of all, i was made to stay back until 245pm with last-min notice !
Every Monday & Thursday, Accounts ! Gosh.
Teacher, don't you find it tiring huh? If you don't, we students are tired please.
Last-min notices always happen again & again to me.
I hate this !
Only had my lunch after 4pm with my girlfriends @ TM.

Maths project (i mentioned earlier) - I did myself & handed up today.
Hope teacher don't scream tomorrow =_=
I skipped accounts tutorial & homework time last week.
Hope teacher don't question me & make me stay back =_=
Anyway, i'm staying back for accounts tutorial this week. Sigh !

Such a horrible life in school !
Really horrible, please.
Today i'm so freaking tired that i nearly fell asleep during Phy, EL & POA lessons.
I wish to have a break between every lesson, just to sleep for 15min =x
Impossible, anyway -_-

Okay, gotta to go.
Have work to do & gonna have my dinner.

ps. i've been thinking what's wrong with life & people around me ?
Get this right: Different things mean different matters !

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Busy doing work.
So sucky when comes to projects.
It's just hard for me to get a group.
Well, i just do the project myself -________-
Anyway, nothing much.

I need disclipine !
Oh, sigh.
Anyway, busy weekends are soon over.
A new week ahead.
Mostly, i just get more busy everyday.

I need some focus too.
Just heard that i lack of focus. Know why?
Lack of sleep. Lack of energy.
But i don't wish to explain back, which may cause more arguments, sorta of.
Anyway, i accepted it.
Eh, if you don't know what i'm talking about, just forget it.

Okay, gotta to go.
I'm still in the middle of finishing up my work.
Still, no focus.
Again, why?
Multi-tasking. I need to stop it.
ps. the sermon from today service, i'll update it later on.
i'm not free at the moment !
thanks & my apologies.
Goodnight all !
Back home a moment ago !
I'm really tired, fell asleep in the train =x

Slept after 12am last night.
Out of a sudden, i woke up @ 5am this morning.
I thought of jogging at that moment, but i couldn't really wake up.
Went back to sleep until my alarm vibrates.

Went church service @ 830am, so super early leh !
Went SF (did by Pat & Caroline), after that.
SF was good, they made us act out what we understood from their teachings about God.
At the same time, we had fun !
I could see Pat & Caroline laughing so hard, lols !
Well done, Pat & Caroline !
A good way of leading SF & making people understand.
WT, learn from them !

Went off after awhile.
Lunch & bought stuffs @ Bugis.
Later, in evening should be nothing much.

Okay gotta to go.
Time to work again !
I'm really getting more and more busy & tired everyday.
See you all !
ps. sermon @ church svc will be posted in the next entry for those who missed !

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Just reached home about 1/2h ago.
So tired !
I had been out the whole day, since i blogged this morning.

CSH band is ''horrible'' especially that instructor !
Gosh, man !
That instructor, please lah. We can't hear as well as you leh. Take it easy, please.
And the kids are just so young.
Don't tell me that you gonna make one by one crying after being scolded over a small mistake, man !
-__________-

Went bugis after the practice.
Then, to badminton @ Lavendar.
Then, to whereee? Erm, forgot. Went dinner & strolled at some place.
Not going to reveal, secret. Sorry !
But, spent time with my close friends & my dear jiejie !

Glad that i could survive throughout the day, until now.
I'm just gonna bathe soon, after blogging.
Time to work !
Have some work to do, before zzz-ing.
Church svc is earlier tomorrow !
Wah, wish it's later than the usual time instead.
Mostly, people surely go late lols.

Okay, good night all !
Happy Valentine's Day to all !

Going off soon.
Want to say:
My Kor is a big bully !
Heh, just kidding lah. He just loves teasing me, i guess? -____________-
People, must side with me.
VS him ! Okay? Lols =p
Haha !

Okay, gotta to run !
Diyana is already on the way to pri sch & i'm still here !
See you all !
Again now is after 12am -______________-

Had a super long day today.
Morning run in the morning, is so crazy !
I nearly died after that.
Total Defence Day supposed to be on Sunday.
But we had fire drill today, halfway during PE. Sat under hot sun for about 1h, if i'm not wrong.
Went to hall & starved until nearly 12pm then had recess !
Everyone nearly died, you know?
Teachers, please. Make things easy for us, can anot? Not just becuase we are the seniors, meaning we have to go last all the time -______________-
Anyway, forget it.
CCA after school.
It was kinda crazy, but glad that we managed to finish the song ! It's so nice, leh.
Finally i appreciated a song from the band lol =x
Left few minutes earlier.
Rushed like mad woman to MHI & this tutor of mine was LATE !
Gosh, i nearly died, man !
Had tuition while my stomach kept on rumbling. So irritating, can anot. Lols =x
So many people @ MHI ! O.o
Went dinner cum supper @ PS with gals & guys.
Home, after that.
So tired, man !
ps. My upper part of my chin hurts ! Blame on this girl who accidentally hit me SO HARD ! I nearly collasped, man. Haizzz ! Luckily no bruise =x

Okay, gotta to go !
Perhaps do some work before going to sleep.
Another long day tomorrow.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL !

Finally seeing my dear jiejie tomorrow ! =)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Again updating !
I'm seriously mad, lols =x

Well, i finally finished my work !
Left with one !
Hopefully, i can finish tomorrow in school.
Morning run tomorrow, shrucks !
CCA tomorrow, gosh !
Tuition tomorrow, oh my !
Whole day OUT tomorrow until night - hopefully i can survive ! =)

Gotta to go !
Just 1/2h before 12am !
And, i don't want to sleep at 12am again, again !
Goodnight, all !