Fighting against the stress and pain.

But still, why must you do these to me?
I trust you the most & just rant about my pain and stress.
And you do this to me.
Sigh, i won't say anything more =((
People, don't worry about this.
Just feeling a little upset about that, and i'll be alright as time pass =)

Okay, i gotta rest soon.
FIGHTING !
I managed to study Biology & Accounts despite the slight pain & stress.

GOODNIGHT.

Something i want to share as i prayed to Him.

Ephesians 1:3
Praise to be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ

I thank God for the day.
I thank God for blessing me with strength and recovery from my health.

GOODNIGHT, ALL.

PHOTOS FOR YOU TO SEE.

A PEACEFUL MIND.
Hmm.
I'm much better now, except a slight cough.
Thanks people for your prayers & concern.
I went out for few hours though.
People started nagging & i went home, that's why i'm here blogging.
Heh!
I'm appreciating my mother even more !
She bear my complaints, she brought water for me upteem times from last night until this morning, she accompanied me to the doctor, she did these and those things.
I know she is tired, but she still did these.
I LOVE MY MUMMY !
Heh.
She is the best, after all.
Always appreciate your parents, no matter what.
I've things to do and plan =)
Okay, see you all.
HAVE A GOOD EVENING !

Just a few minutes before next day starts.
I nearly died few hours ago.
On medication now :(
Just now.
Stomach cramps + Vomitted my dinner out + Cough + Blocked nose + Feeling uncomfortable.
After so much decision.
Saw doctor.
Got medicine - 3 types of tablets + 1 syrup.
Last week, i mentioned that i went to see doctor at polyclinic - gotten 2 types of tablets + 1 syrup.
Imagine my room table is full of medicine :(
2nd time that i fell sick in a month.
I need to lessen my stress - i think so ):
Sorry, that i've to worry people.

GOODNIGHT, ALL.

Yesterday was Family Life worship.

And Kevin-korkor and Jasmine-jiejie came !

Sad thing that they left after that, had to go work.

Went SF by Patrick and Caroline.

Talked about Good Friday & Palm Sunday.

Tuition with Caroline cancelled - She had something on.

Had to wait for hours for Lynette as she was having a de-briefing meeting with the other trippers.

Meanwhile, i was chatting with ZM outside.

Ant-korkor heard my voice from inside the room -_________-

HMM.

Asked Lynette for help in Accounts.

I was about to go off, to head home.

Due to some complicated things, i ended up, going with Yewkim, Joeeng, Lynette & Ant-korkor.

I tagged with them, as they went to Sim Lim Sq to get something.

YK, JE and Ant-korkor, together with me, went off at Novena.

I was about to head home at TPY.

Again, ended up accompanying Ant-korkor lols.

For a short while, again ended up that both of us talked for an hour at the bus-stop when he supposed to send me off when the bus came & he gonna meet his friends.

SILLY DAY.

Lol, meaningful day though.

The time I got home, my mum wasn't happy at times again, and again.

My internet connected was blocked by her by password or something, i'm unsure.

So, i couldn't use for the whole night.

TODAY SO BORING.

Camp seminar.

Talk-talk until i really have a backache after sitting down too long.

DAMN.

Having slight cramps now.

Gotta rest already.

Luckily, tuition with Ant-korkor is cancelled !

Otherwise, I'll collaspe.

I really cannot, too tired after experiencing today - a super long day, sitting down for hours !

GOODNIGHT ALL.

Have something to announce !

KEVIN & JASMINE.

Officially my Kor and Jiejie in Christ =)

WELCOME TO MY CHRIST FAMILY.

Heh !

How great to have them as my siblings-in-Christ XD

Okay, that's all.

Nights, all.

WTH?

What's this, huh?

FORGET IT. - sorry my mum got annoyed and walked away from me -.-

ANYWAY.

I had a good day today.

Studied the whole morning.

Account tuition in afternoon and met friends in evening.

Went to Great World City and Singapore Flyer.

WHEE.

Nice, nice.

Tired.

I've many things to do now.

ps. I don't wish to talk much nowadays.

Getting more and more busy.

My parents are just having same problem with me.

CANT BOTHER.

At least, i do something sensible please. Thank you very much -.-

GOODNIGHT ALL.

TO SOME PEOPLE.

I'm irritated by this please.

ANTHONY IS MY KOR, NOT WHATEVER YOU CALL BETWEEN US.

YANYU IS MY JIEJIE - we are not les -.-

Please.

Thank you very much !

I don't want people to get misunderstandings !

Please don't ask who these people are. You know yourselves.

I will appreciate if you get the word : SWORN SIBLINGS =)

Gotta run!

Have been busy with work & tuition later ! =)

ON MEDICIATION.

Went back to school today & it was dreadful.

Don't know why, lols.

Just that, too many subjects to go at a time & my eyes'll just drop off one day huh.

Straight home after school.

MHI in evening.

I studied straight 3 hours with all the noises by mostly the boys who were complaining here pain and there pain. All of them totally sunburnt ! So poor thing huh -.-

McDonalds for a short chat before HOME.

Hmm.

People who're having tuition @ MHI & having problems with the tutor/tuition work:

I've some words to say.

Okay let's say.

TOO MUCH WORK FROM TUTOR.

I advice you people to do at least half of the homework.

Prove to the tutor that you did your best & you can't finish the rest because you've other work to do NOT because you are lazy.

DISLIKE TUTOR.

Firstly, is she/he good at teaching at that subject?

If that tutor is reccomended as a very good tutor, i advice you people to bear her/his scoldings/expectations.

BUT LAST THING.

You must understand the tutor.

Ask the tutor to repeat until you understand.

DON'T BELIEVE ME?

Well, i experienced all these before.

What i did was staying with same tutor until now & bear her scoldings & i know her expectations but i get scolded in the end.

I know for my own good. She purposely stayed on because of me.

THIS CAN TELL ME MANY THINGS ALREADY.

So, i kept quiet. But, other people has different views.

Still, must think of those 3 things i mentioned earlier before stopping tution or changing tutor.

Another thing.

TO THIS FRIEND WHOM THOUSANDS OF FRIENDS ARE WORRYING.

You are asking not to worry about you.

But, we are your friends.

We care, we are concerned so, we are worrying about you.

You are asking us not to.

Do you treat us as friends or what ?

What are we to you?

We've been together for 4 years mostly, but not me defintely.

The rest, mostly huh.

WE WORRY BECAUSE WE ARE CONCERNED not we are kpo-ing or whatever it's.

That's all what i want to share.

I know people will choose an easy path to go through, BUT FOR ME.

I chose an difficult way to go through.

That's why sometimes i feel down. But, never give up ! =)

ALWAYS LOVE EVERYONE.

LOVE GOD.

EVERYONE CARES. EVERYONE WORRY.

I admit that last time i used to think many negatives and think i'm not important to anyone.

Found out that i'm important to most of you.

THANK YOU XD

I'm sleepy.

GOODNIGHT.

Over the weekends, tuition tomorrow & tuition on sunday.

I'M TIRED =x

I FEEL GRATEFUL ALTHOUGH GULITY!

I LOVE EVERYONE.

I LOVE GOD.

MUST REMEMBER THAT EVERY SINGLE OF US IS IMPORTANT TO ONE ANOTHER IN DIFFERENT WAYS!

I just got to know something that i'm so grateful to this person !

NOT ONLY THIS PERSON.

MANY MORE.

I LOVE EVERYONE INCLUDING GOD !!

You want to know why i'm gulity?

I'M NOT GOING TO SAY.

EMBARRASSING ! HEH HEH !

I still haven't finish all my tasks.

I'm tired.

I've been facing the work since morning until evening.

TOO TIRED.

Hmm.

Hope i can recover soon !

Thanks people around me for all your concerns !

I'M GONNA BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

Just one more day before the weekend !

RAH.

Okay, goodnight all.

edited:

I feel very grateful at the moment =)

THANK GOD FOR THESE BLESSINGS !

I LOVE GOD.

I LOVE EVERYONE.

=)

HELLO.

Wondering why i'm blogging at this hour?

I'm sick, didn't go school.

Blocked nose, feeling uncomfortable for past 2 days.

Cough, cough - Ate too much during the holidays =x

Gonna see a doctor later.

No worries, people.

Sick and yet, so much work to finish up =(

Tasks that i've to finish before tomorrow:

- Geography graded assignment (halfway done)

- Social Studies 2 CAJs

- Geography Notes of tons of chapters

- Geography File

AND MORE MORE.

Those listed are already alot of work to do ! JIAYOU !

Can i escape from these?

Can i skip school because of these?

NO WAY.

I WILL PERSERVE AND FINISH EVERYTHING BY 6PM TODAY !

Or, the best is FINISH BY 2PM.

I've to jiayou !

Thanks people around me, for your concern that i didn't go school today =)

Update again after i finish ALL tasks !!

PHOTOS FOR YOU ALL TO SEE !

Since some people requested for some photos to be posted in my blog.

This is after Fast & Flurious outing, going to Yishun Safra for bowling ! - sorry, my favourite pouting pose again ! ha ha ha ! =)

This was taken after Diyana's dance performance @ Singapore Flyer - don't mind my hair, it was in the mess -.-

Finally, showing who my dear Kor is ! Here is my Kor & me XD - Taken before he went to Philippines mission trip @ airport =)

MY DEAR PAULINE ! VAIN PAULINE ! Ha ha ha ! Taken @ airport too ! - she was there too =)

MULTI-TASKING.

Sorry was feeling horrible just now because of things.

Hey people, must continue with life.

Can't stop life just because of you did badly or being pressured.

Everyone feels the same.

I passed 3 tests out of 16 tests, IS VERY HORRIBLE.

Still, i'll continue although stressed lah.

VERY COMMON OBSTACLES TO FACE! - i remind myself.

There're other people who experienced these problems & others too.

But, we all still continue our lives !

Anyway, today school was alright.

Dismissed late, all thanks to the madman - my emaths teacher lol =x

CONTINUE TO STRIVE PLEASE.

BE MORE MATURE.

I was once like this, in bad shape too.

Now i realised things and i should continue although i still have some negative thoughts.

Must minimize them =)

2 more days before the weekend !

Next week onwards, i'll be even busier.

God, please give me strength and wisdom !

THANK GOD FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS.

I managed to survive, although attacked with blocked nose & cough =)

Hope I get to recover soon.

It's just so uncomfortable !! =x

Okay, goodnight all !

Gotta to finish my work before it gets late.

FEELING HORRIBLE -_______-

Don't come and irritate me.

Thanks.

Update more tonight.

After 12am -_____-x

Blocked nose & cough affects me from nowhere =x

I think i really ate too much during the holidays, lols. Some people are sick too.

TAKE CARE,EVERYONE including myself -.-

School today was alright.

Too much work to do.

I managed to sort them out and did whatever i needed to !

THANK GOD !

Okay, gotta to go.

Stomach grumbling - hungry =x

Ate late lunch, a small snack during tuition & didn't eat dinner.

I've skipped dinner for 3rd time already.

I better stop this habit !!

Okay,

GOODNIGHT ALL !

JUST WANT TO SAY SOMETHING.

I'm sorry that i've been moody or not in right self.

Keeping in silence.

I'M REALLY ALRIGHT !

I want to thank:

- Caroline for her concern & understanding

(i suddenly cancelled tuition at last-minute decision)

- Paoru for her concern & her advices

- Kevin for his concern & his advices

- my dear Kor for his advices

- Others who are concerned about me

SORRY

&

THANK YOU!

I'm really alright.

Give me time to bulid myself up and be myself again =)

Lastly, not forgetting God.

I thank God for these !

Thanks people who are willing for me to confide in.

As i mentioned, i'm keeping in silence.

STILL, i'm alright !

It's getting late.

GOODNIGHT ALL !

MONDAY BLUES.

I got irritated again this morning.

As time passed in school, i got sleepy & slept for the first 40min while my teacher was talking all those rubbish.

Sorry, i'm naughty again.

Heh! At least, it was not during lessons.

Just like a briefing from teacher after school re-opens, sorta of -___-

Still, SLEEPY!

I stayed awake until school ended !

But, there were times that i fell asleep for a short while =x

Lunch with the girls.

Home.

Tomorrow, school ! -_-x

I managed to finish most of today's assigned work !!

FINALLY !

But, still have work to do.

Okay, gotta to go.

GOODNIGHT, ALL !

ps. don't worry about me after what happened yesterday, i'm alright =)

A QUIET SUNDAY.

So maddening this morning.

Woke up at 4am to reply my smses and forced myself to go back to sleep for another 3 hours.

Still, felt irritated.

Cancelled tuition with Caroline when i was supposed to have today.

I told myself that i believe in God, i worship Him.

I WENT TO CHURCH FINALLY !

But i was all in silence.

People asked me whether i'm alright. Yes, i am. But i don't look in that way.

I'm sorry.

MY APOLOGIES:

to Caroline for cancelling today's tuition & rejecting to tell what was wrong with myself,

to Cherie for rejecting a movie trip together,

to others if i worry you all.

I know all of you care about me.

Prefer to keep in silence.

Time for me to learn more and go through more obstacles.

Okay gotta to prepare myself.

School is starting tomorrow & i've to drag myself to get up super early.

GOODNIGHT, ALL.

I want to accept Jesus Christ but, the time isn't ripe yet =)

Need alittle time more before i'm willing fully.

JIAYOU.