MORNING !
Luckily called the school up.
Today lesson changed to tomorrow.
And i was already in uniform and just finished my breakfast when i received that damn news -.-
I should have gone back to sleep =.=
Now i'm awake so freaking early.
I shall find something to do today.
See you all.
Updated @ 820am !
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Got home few minutes ago.
Went out to MHI for tuition !
Tutor was that crazy sworn kor of mine ! =)
Nothing much.
Today was quite slacky.
Starting not to like going out much. Still not in holiday mood.
Hopefully, i can do some work tonight.
Gosh ! Tomorrow, have to go school for that accounts lesson @ freaking 9am!
Wish i can sleep in longer everyday =.=..
Not really looking forward to the camp that is within a week's time.
Not really looking forward to MHI christmas party that is within a month's time.
Not really looking forward to special events.
=X..
See? I'm not in the holiday mood yet =.=..
Okay, gotta to go!
Updated @ 810pm !
Went out to MHI for tuition !
Tutor was that crazy sworn kor of mine ! =)
Nothing much.
Today was quite slacky.
Starting not to like going out much. Still not in holiday mood.
Hopefully, i can do some work tonight.
Gosh ! Tomorrow, have to go school for that accounts lesson @ freaking 9am!
Wish i can sleep in longer everyday =.=..
Not really looking forward to the camp that is within a week's time.
Not really looking forward to MHI christmas party that is within a month's time.
Not really looking forward to special events.
=X..
See? I'm not in the holiday mood yet =.=..
Okay, gotta to go!
Updated @ 810pm !
Gosh!
I supposed to finish up the assignments that i mentioned last night.
I was studying accounts and FELL ASLEEP! =.=..
Hmm?
Someone asked me to read some verses from bible and i did..
Something popped in my mind.
Share with you all, what i've read..
John 15:9-17
As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.
Reminding me that God's love has remained there for me.
If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love.
Telling me that what i'm instructed to do, go ahead and do it. God'll love you whatever you have done(obeyed).
I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.
Saying that whatever you have done, you'll have peace(joy may be in you) and everywhere is in peace.
My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.
Always love one another like you love God, no matter what.
Greater love has no one that this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
Willing to have that love for other people than ownself.
You are my friends if you do what I command.
Whatever you do, you are a friend not a servant to God.
I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for have made known to you.
Friends doesn't know one another that well, but I still do it as it has made known to me.
You did not choose me but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit-fruit will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name.
In fact, I'm not supposed but always happen that ended up with me doing it and God'll reward you(but i never ask for that, it's all my willingness)
This is my command: Love each other.
Always love one another - God always says that, reminding us.
This is telling me something that i've done and what God has said to me.
Main purpose of this is:
Love each other.
I know I've done/said something relating to this. - Father in Heaven, forgive me on these.
Okay, gotta to go.
Need to finish up my stuffs, before tuition in afternoon.
See you all !!
Updated @ 730am !
I supposed to finish up the assignments that i mentioned last night.
I was studying accounts and FELL ASLEEP! =.=..
Hmm?
Someone asked me to read some verses from bible and i did..
Something popped in my mind.
Share with you all, what i've read..
John 15:9-17
As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.
Reminding me that God's love has remained there for me.
If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love.
Telling me that what i'm instructed to do, go ahead and do it. God'll love you whatever you have done(obeyed).
I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.
Saying that whatever you have done, you'll have peace(joy may be in you) and everywhere is in peace.
My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.
Always love one another like you love God, no matter what.
Greater love has no one that this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
Willing to have that love for other people than ownself.
You are my friends if you do what I command.
Whatever you do, you are a friend not a servant to God.
I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for have made known to you.
Friends doesn't know one another that well, but I still do it as it has made known to me.
You did not choose me but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit-fruit will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name.
In fact, I'm not supposed but always happen that ended up with me doing it and God'll reward you(but i never ask for that, it's all my willingness)
This is my command: Love each other.
Always love one another - God always says that, reminding us.
This is telling me something that i've done and what God has said to me.
Main purpose of this is:
Love each other.
I know I've done/said something relating to this. - Father in Heaven, forgive me on these.
Okay, gotta to go.
Need to finish up my stuffs, before tuition in afternoon.
See you all !!
Updated @ 730am !
Monday, November 10, 2008
YO!
Went to bed last night after updating my entry.
And i woke up nearly to 12pm today!
12 hours of sleep !!!
I think this is 2nd/3rd time already during holidays =p..
Dragged myself out to meet my mum for lunch @ Kovan.
Got home nearly to 5pm.
So sickening. I was complaining and complaining.
I didn't want go out of the house today.
Yet, I went out for my mum's sake =.=..
I WAS SUPPOSED TO STUDY TODAY =.=.. Ended up listening to Christian songs after i got home.
I'm still tired, feeling sleepy O.o
Hopefully I can study tonight.
Tasks I must complete tonight:
- Caroline's journal entry
- Caroline's HW - compre/compo
- Accts WS (to be brought on wed's extra lesson)
- Accounts Revision
Will update again after i'm done with thesee..
Oh yes!
My shorty brother..(btw, it's my blooded brother NOT my sworn brother)
He is going to Scotland this sat, gonna be away for 2 weeks !!
Oh damn, i'm so jealous of him. He went to China(Beijing) and Australia(Gold Coast) last year.
Also, he went to 2 countries earlier on. I can't remember the countries' names.
At same time, my uncle is coming back from China (bringing his girlfriend back from her homeland) =.=..
I'm so jealous !
I didn't go for holiday since last 2 years, execpt HK (band cultural exchange programme) last year.
S'pore is soooooo boring !
But i'm occupied though. Thanks to MHI, all those events ! =)
Okay, gotta to go..
Updated @ 645pm !
Went to bed last night after updating my entry.
And i woke up nearly to 12pm today!
12 hours of sleep !!!
I think this is 2nd/3rd time already during holidays =p..
Dragged myself out to meet my mum for lunch @ Kovan.
Got home nearly to 5pm.
So sickening. I was complaining and complaining.
I didn't want go out of the house today.
Yet, I went out for my mum's sake =.=..
I WAS SUPPOSED TO STUDY TODAY =.=.. Ended up listening to Christian songs after i got home.
I'm still tired, feeling sleepy O.o
Hopefully I can study tonight.
Tasks I must complete tonight:
- Caroline's journal entry
- Caroline's HW - compre/compo
- Accts WS (to be brought on wed's extra lesson)
- Accounts Revision
Will update again after i'm done with thesee..
Oh yes!
My shorty brother..(btw, it's my blooded brother NOT my sworn brother)
He is going to Scotland this sat, gonna be away for 2 weeks !!
Oh damn, i'm so jealous of him. He went to China(Beijing) and Australia(Gold Coast) last year.
Also, he went to 2 countries earlier on. I can't remember the countries' names.
At same time, my uncle is coming back from China (bringing his girlfriend back from her homeland) =.=..
I'm so jealous !
I didn't go for holiday since last 2 years, execpt HK (band cultural exchange programme) last year.
S'pore is soooooo boring !
But i'm occupied though. Thanks to MHI, all those events ! =)
Okay, gotta to go..
Updated @ 645pm !
Sunday, November 9, 2008
YO !
So tired.
Went out the whole day o.O
Anyway,
I'll like to share today church's sermon, preached by Pastor Alvin @ wesley church and also what i learnt from SF @ MHI, was leaded by Lynette babe.
Church's sermon today
Romans 10:14-15
(v.14) How, then can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them?
(v.15) And how can they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news !"
1. Conversion does not happen by chance.
How will they believe in Him if they don't hear any preaching, nor believing Him in the first place?
- 2 types of preaching in church
1. Traditional ways (CDC, COSC, missions & W & E)
2. Non-traditional ways ("Just walk around the room" & Sports Wesley Ministry)
2. Reasons why people don't accept Christ.
- They have met a Christian
- They have not met a Christian
3. Evangelism is designed for the whole church.
How are they able to preach?
- By sending messages
(What it means?)
We people need messengers to send messages, similar to: Pastors preaching His word every service to us
A bigger role: Our responsibility to send someone out in the field.
1. Evangelism is a process - begins with conversion and never end
2. Front-end evangelism (to win) & Back-end evangelism (to build)
Back-end evangelism - 1. Be the community for the converts
2. The Third Place
The church plays a bigger role but we usually think that is only for professionals. But that is not true !!
--------------------
What's missing from church today?
- Limited concept of evangelism
Everyone is the witness, not only the professionals.
No one turns into a Christian after somewhere like school that we preach His word.
Being a new convert, which needs to have a 'church' to receive them, means that when you wants to be a convert of God. Surely, you want to know more about His word.
Do it by going service every week and listen to pastor's preachings.
These also needs time to adpat.
-------------------
Conclusion:
What must I do today?
1. Change in mindset - doing a better job
2. Resolving to be involved - making time for it (more than going to church & do necessary things)
Don't ever stop sharing His word with others. No harm doing that, even when someone points a gun at you. The gospel is being shared, like refreshing our minds or letting the new converts know You more.
SF - The Church is the Body of Christ
From Acts 1:8-11 & 1 Corinthians 12:12,13, 27.
Do you know where is the body of Jesus Christ today?
1. Body of Christ - 1 Corinthians 12:12-13
2. We people are the parts of the body of Jesus Christ - 1 Corinthians 12:27
How to contribute to our church as one body of Christ?
Be united together, have the team spirit.
That's all what i've learnt today.
I'm glad that i managed to focus on the sermon and SF today, even though i had bad times for the past 2 weeks.
I hope every week is in this way.
So that, i can commit fully to Him and know Your word.
A prayer before i logged off..
Dear Father in Heaven,
I thank God for this great day that i managed to know You more !
I pray for wisdom and strength as i start a new week and also in my revision.
I also pray for myself, time management between things and studies - otherwise, naggings are here again.
I pray for everyone to have strength, wisdom and guidance in everything they do.
I pray for everyone including myself to have a peaceful and calm week ahead and we'll meet again during weekends.
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 11pm ! - took an hour to update this entry -.-ll
So tired.
Went out the whole day o.O
Anyway,
I'll like to share today church's sermon, preached by Pastor Alvin @ wesley church and also what i learnt from SF @ MHI, was leaded by Lynette babe.
Church's sermon today
Romans 10:14-15
(v.14) How, then can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them?
(v.15) And how can they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news !"
1. Conversion does not happen by chance.
How will they believe in Him if they don't hear any preaching, nor believing Him in the first place?
- 2 types of preaching in church
1. Traditional ways (CDC, COSC, missions & W & E)
2. Non-traditional ways ("Just walk around the room" & Sports Wesley Ministry)
2. Reasons why people don't accept Christ.
- They have met a Christian
- They have not met a Christian
3. Evangelism is designed for the whole church.
How are they able to preach?
- By sending messages
(What it means?)
We people need messengers to send messages, similar to: Pastors preaching His word every service to us
A bigger role: Our responsibility to send someone out in the field.
1. Evangelism is a process - begins with conversion and never end
2. Front-end evangelism (to win) & Back-end evangelism (to build)
Back-end evangelism - 1. Be the community for the converts
2. The Third Place
The church plays a bigger role but we usually think that is only for professionals. But that is not true !!
--------------------
What's missing from church today?
- Limited concept of evangelism
Everyone is the witness, not only the professionals.
No one turns into a Christian after somewhere like school that we preach His word.
Being a new convert, which needs to have a 'church' to receive them, means that when you wants to be a convert of God. Surely, you want to know more about His word.
Do it by going service every week and listen to pastor's preachings.
These also needs time to adpat.
-------------------
Conclusion:
What must I do today?
1. Change in mindset - doing a better job
2. Resolving to be involved - making time for it (more than going to church & do necessary things)
Don't ever stop sharing His word with others. No harm doing that, even when someone points a gun at you. The gospel is being shared, like refreshing our minds or letting the new converts know You more.
SF - The Church is the Body of Christ
From Acts 1:8-11 & 1 Corinthians 12:12,13, 27.
Do you know where is the body of Jesus Christ today?
1. Body of Christ - 1 Corinthians 12:12-13
2. We people are the parts of the body of Jesus Christ - 1 Corinthians 12:27
How to contribute to our church as one body of Christ?
Be united together, have the team spirit.
That's all what i've learnt today.
I'm glad that i managed to focus on the sermon and SF today, even though i had bad times for the past 2 weeks.
I hope every week is in this way.
So that, i can commit fully to Him and know Your word.
A prayer before i logged off..
Dear Father in Heaven,
I thank God for this great day that i managed to know You more !
I pray for wisdom and strength as i start a new week and also in my revision.
I also pray for myself, time management between things and studies - otherwise, naggings are here again.
I pray for everyone to have strength, wisdom and guidance in everything they do.
I pray for everyone including myself to have a peaceful and calm week ahead and we'll meet again during weekends.
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 11pm ! - took an hour to update this entry -.-ll
Blogging again before i'm off to sleep.
Sorry to SOMEONE - my dear friend whom don't wish to be named.
I'm sleeping late again >.<
Sorry, sorry.
I'll still appear in church and you'll see me, no worries.
Hmm, i guess i'm feeling better now.
Thanks to that naughtyyyyyyyyyy...i won't say who lol.
Okay, later church then SF then....?
Will update then..
See you all !
Good night/Good early morning ! =X..
Updated @ 220am !
Sorry to SOMEONE - my dear friend whom don't wish to be named.
I'm sleeping late again >.<
Sorry, sorry.
I'll still appear in church and you'll see me, no worries.
Hmm, i guess i'm feeling better now.
Thanks to that naughtyyyyyyyyyy...i won't say who lol.
Okay, later church then SF then....?
Will update then..
See you all !
Good night/Good early morning ! =X..
Updated @ 220am !
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Wanting to post some things but kept on forgetting for the past few days...
I have been hurt by teenagers/adults/people in higher 'ranks' many times until now and then.
People don't get what I mean.
I have to face all those harsh, bad, rude words being said to me.
People don't understand what I mean.
I can be angry and lose my cool.
I can be moody.
I cherish everyone around me.
I keep quiet, doesn't mean that I'm alright.
I never give up on everyone even when you all hate me or are angry with me.
I never lose my cool, then don't make me do it.
Others have disappointed and upset me many times without knowing.
People see outside me, which is not the real Joyce you know.
Others never see what i am trying to do.
The real Joyce is when you all know inside me.
You all think i'm stupid, silly, playful, lazy etc.
All the truth is that i am NOT silly, playful, lazy - I'm tired, annoyed and moody when everyone is pushing me harder and harder.
You all think i'm hard-hearted.
Don't think i'm lucky.
All the truth is that i've been having hard time.
Don't think i'm taking things for granted.
These are all reasons why i'm feeling very uncomfortable for almost 2 weeks.
Whatever it's.
I'm not asking you people to change or whatever.
But think what you all have done to me.
Have i ever done bad things to you all?
I organised things for what? for who?
Why must i go all that extent? Spend so much? For who? For what?
What have you shown to me?
I'm NOT asking things in return. I'm NOT showing off.
I want you people to THINK and treat me as your friend, treat me nicely, treat me as one.
Pleaseeeeeeeee!
Everyday i feel miserable, upset.
That's NOT what i want. I want to see happiness and joy and peace in everyone, not only me.
Yes, i'm trying my VERY best to manage time.
Managing things.
If you don't understand these, then forget it..waste my time, energy and care for you people!
That's all what i wanted to say..
Updated @ 730pm !
I have been hurt by teenagers/adults/people in higher 'ranks' many times until now and then.
People don't get what I mean.
I have to face all those harsh, bad, rude words being said to me.
People don't understand what I mean.
I can be angry and lose my cool.
I can be moody.
I cherish everyone around me.
I keep quiet, doesn't mean that I'm alright.
I never give up on everyone even when you all hate me or are angry with me.
I never lose my cool, then don't make me do it.
Others have disappointed and upset me many times without knowing.
People see outside me, which is not the real Joyce you know.
Others never see what i am trying to do.
The real Joyce is when you all know inside me.
You all think i'm stupid, silly, playful, lazy etc.
All the truth is that i am NOT silly, playful, lazy - I'm tired, annoyed and moody when everyone is pushing me harder and harder.
You all think i'm hard-hearted.
Don't think i'm lucky.
All the truth is that i've been having hard time.
Don't think i'm taking things for granted.
These are all reasons why i'm feeling very uncomfortable for almost 2 weeks.
Whatever it's.
I'm not asking you people to change or whatever.
But think what you all have done to me.
Have i ever done bad things to you all?
I organised things for what? for who?
Why must i go all that extent? Spend so much? For who? For what?
What have you shown to me?
I'm NOT asking things in return. I'm NOT showing off.
I want you people to THINK and treat me as your friend, treat me nicely, treat me as one.
Pleaseeeeeeeee!
Everyday i feel miserable, upset.
That's NOT what i want. I want to see happiness and joy and peace in everyone, not only me.
Yes, i'm trying my VERY best to manage time.
Managing things.
If you don't understand these, then forget it..waste my time, energy and care for you people!
That's all what i wanted to say..
Updated @ 730pm !
Just came back from outside.
Overslept this morning.
Still having a headache, at least much better than last night.
Sigh.
Have been two weeks already..my unhappiness/moodiness still everywhere.
WTFFFFF.
I think i'll stop mixing much with people.
Affecting me here and there.
Makes me feel like quitting EVERY single thing.
Tomorrow is Sunday again !
Reminds me of last Sunday's happenings, pssst. Especially the harsh words spoken to me.
I think they will stick in my mind for long time.
Anyway..
Again, i warn everyone.
Don't make me lose my cool, especially when i'm still not in right usual self.
Okay, i go study accounts.
Didn't study for the past 2 days, i'll be dead if my mentor finds out ! Luckily she is on holiday,right now -.-..
See you all.
Updated @ 515pm !
Overslept this morning.
Still having a headache, at least much better than last night.
Sigh.
Have been two weeks already..my unhappiness/moodiness still everywhere.
WTFFFFF.
I think i'll stop mixing much with people.
Affecting me here and there.
Makes me feel like quitting EVERY single thing.
Tomorrow is Sunday again !
Reminds me of last Sunday's happenings, pssst. Especially the harsh words spoken to me.
I think they will stick in my mind for long time.
Anyway..
Again, i warn everyone.
Don't make me lose my cool, especially when i'm still not in right usual self.
Okay, i go study accounts.
Didn't study for the past 2 days, i'll be dead if my mentor finds out ! Luckily she is on holiday,right now -.-..
See you all.
Updated @ 515pm !
Friday, November 7, 2008
Again updating, nearly to 12am !
Outside the whole day today.
CSH swimming carvival in the morning.
Afternoon, all the way to evening: meetings.
Only ate my dinner at 8pm plus.
Headed home after a short while.
Right now, i'm having a bad headache.
Sigh.
So much things annoying me and i'm very tired already.
Ok nights people !
Updated @ 1115pm !
Outside the whole day today.
CSH swimming carvival in the morning.
Afternoon, all the way to evening: meetings.
Only ate my dinner at 8pm plus.
Headed home after a short while.
Right now, i'm having a bad headache.
Sigh.
So much things annoying me and i'm very tired already.
Ok nights people !
Updated @ 1115pm !
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Gosh it's nearly 12am !
Today..I were out almost the whole day >.<
Didn't study today, damn !
Maybe later O.o
Late morning, went down to CSH with XH and YK.
Met the teachers and my little juniors there.
Had a nice chat with Mr Wu, my long time favourite teacher lol.
Hmm, left in afternoon.
Headed to VSA Bedok for practice until 8pm plus.
Finally got home almost 10pm!
Sooo tired.
I feel so insulted today, don't know why.
I feel like quitting everything.
Guess i'm mad again =.=
Okay never mind.
I don't want to say so much, people get hurt 'cos of me =X..
Tmr, will be out the whole day AGAIN !
Jiayou ~
A prayer before i end my post =)
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for everyone and myself for Your wisdom, strength and peace !
Peace and Joy in our hearts, minds and souls !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 1145pm !
Today..I were out almost the whole day >.<
Didn't study today, damn !
Maybe later O.o
Late morning, went down to CSH with XH and YK.
Met the teachers and my little juniors there.
Had a nice chat with Mr Wu, my long time favourite teacher lol.
Hmm, left in afternoon.
Headed to VSA Bedok for practice until 8pm plus.
Finally got home almost 10pm!
Sooo tired.
I feel so insulted today, don't know why.
I feel like quitting everything.
Guess i'm mad again =.=
Okay never mind.
I don't want to say so much, people get hurt 'cos of me =X..
Tmr, will be out the whole day AGAIN !
Jiayou ~
A prayer before i end my post =)
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for everyone and myself for Your wisdom, strength and peace !
Peace and Joy in our hearts, minds and souls !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 1145pm !
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
My fifth post for the day.
What am i doing? Updating again and again =.=
I've been thinking over again and again.
Should i forget it ? Should i do something ? - wtf..there's nothing i can do -.-
Hmm?
Some people asked me to cheer up.
Some people are annoying me.
Some people are confusing me.
Then, what shld i do?
I've been thinking all day along..zz, my brain will burst one day =.=
Okay, i'm not going to update any more for today !
It's nearly to 12am already.
Enough, enough.
I'm seriously mad enough =.=..
I've been studying every single day since this week started, but another lousy week..
I wanted to have a better week,very much.
People not annoying me.
Not confusing me.
Happiness please. Peace, please. Not anger, unhappiness, moodiness, sadness etc.
It is like destroying the whole of me.
Now holidays leh.
I want a peaceful mind. I want to study and finish up ALL revisions within one month, before MHI christmas party please.
I'M NOT COMPLAINING.
I'M NOT RANTING.
I'M NOT NAGGING.
I'M NOT SCREAMING AT ANYONE.
I just want peaceeeeee ! Joy brings to the world !
End of my fifth post !
Dear Father in Heaven,
Please bless everyone and myself with happiness, peace and joy inside ourselves.
Also, with peaceful minds, souls !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 1130pm !
What am i doing? Updating again and again =.=
I've been thinking over again and again.
Should i forget it ? Should i do something ? - wtf..there's nothing i can do -.-
Hmm?
Some people asked me to cheer up.
Some people are annoying me.
Some people are confusing me.
Then, what shld i do?
I've been thinking all day along..zz, my brain will burst one day =.=
Okay, i'm not going to update any more for today !
It's nearly to 12am already.
Enough, enough.
I'm seriously mad enough =.=..
I've been studying every single day since this week started, but another lousy week..
I wanted to have a better week,very much.
People not annoying me.
Not confusing me.
Happiness please. Peace, please. Not anger, unhappiness, moodiness, sadness etc.
It is like destroying the whole of me.
Now holidays leh.
I want a peaceful mind. I want to study and finish up ALL revisions within one month, before MHI christmas party please.
I'M NOT COMPLAINING.
I'M NOT RANTING.
I'M NOT NAGGING.
I'M NOT SCREAMING AT ANYONE.
I just want peaceeeeee ! Joy brings to the world !
End of my fifth post !
Dear Father in Heaven,
Please bless everyone and myself with happiness, peace and joy inside ourselves.
Also, with peaceful minds, souls !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 1130pm !
I have thought of what i wanted to say after last night and this whole morning.
I am always a willing person who always never give up on people who i've cherished in all my life.
Even you call me silly, stupid or whatever.
I NEVER GIVE UP !
Get this right?
No matter what happens, i will wait and wait.
Another thing.
I want to warn all of you, it may sound offended.
Don't make me flared up with any of you.
Once i'm, everything'll stop and everything'll in the mess, i can say.
Get this right?
I'll never have the courage to return to my CCA.
Because you all have looked down on me.
You all never change impression towards me when i tried SO hard to change.
I'm a HI.
NEVER BE A NORMAL PERSON !
HEARING IMPAIRED MEANS HEARING IMPAIRED.
So, you all expect me to hear well as you all?
No way ! This never happen.
People out there.
I don't know whether my mum reads my blog.
If she does, i don't care.
Better make sure that i don't flare out one day.
Once i do it, everything's over.
I'm OUT of everything once i lose my cool.
I'm sure you all haven't ever seen me losing my cool. I can be one fierce type. Want try?
I know some SAC people read my blog.
I know some MHI people read my blog.
I know my mum read my blog sometimes - not sure, she does it secretly -.-
My blog may sound offending, may sound rude.
But i really mean it.
Anyway, enough saying of what i want to say.
Since Monday, i managed to study.
Right now, i'm studying too. - All thanks to Carolineeeeee, her harsh words to me on Sunday =X !
Okay, will have a prayer before i end my post.
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for myself to have encouragement and wisdom in things I do.
Pray for XH for strength and blessings in whatever she does.
Pray for YK to calm her anger or whatever & speaks to us again. Pray for strength and wisdom as she does things whatever she needed to.
Pray for Caroline and Pat for their safety as they are away overseas for holidays.
Pray for Ant as usual, strength and wisdom in whatever he needs to do.
Pray for Elaine as well, as her exam's coming up or is it classes for next exams. Give her Your wisdom and strength.
Pray for my dear jiejie Yanyu to have strength and encouragement as she goes work everyday and hopes of knowing You more.
Pray for my dear friend for better things for him/her as time pass.
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 330pm !
I am always a willing person who always never give up on people who i've cherished in all my life.
Even you call me silly, stupid or whatever.
I NEVER GIVE UP !
Get this right?
No matter what happens, i will wait and wait.
Another thing.
I want to warn all of you, it may sound offended.
Don't make me flared up with any of you.
Once i'm, everything'll stop and everything'll in the mess, i can say.
Get this right?
I'll never have the courage to return to my CCA.
Because you all have looked down on me.
You all never change impression towards me when i tried SO hard to change.
I'm a HI.
NEVER BE A NORMAL PERSON !
HEARING IMPAIRED MEANS HEARING IMPAIRED.
So, you all expect me to hear well as you all?
No way ! This never happen.
People out there.
I don't know whether my mum reads my blog.
If she does, i don't care.
Better make sure that i don't flare out one day.
Once i do it, everything's over.
I'm OUT of everything once i lose my cool.
I'm sure you all haven't ever seen me losing my cool. I can be one fierce type. Want try?
I know some SAC people read my blog.
I know some MHI people read my blog.
I know my mum read my blog sometimes - not sure, she does it secretly -.-
My blog may sound offending, may sound rude.
But i really mean it.
Anyway, enough saying of what i want to say.
Since Monday, i managed to study.
Right now, i'm studying too. - All thanks to Carolineeeeee, her harsh words to me on Sunday =X !
Okay, will have a prayer before i end my post.
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for myself to have encouragement and wisdom in things I do.
Pray for XH for strength and blessings in whatever she does.
Pray for YK to calm her anger or whatever & speaks to us again. Pray for strength and wisdom as she does things whatever she needed to.
Pray for Caroline and Pat for their safety as they are away overseas for holidays.
Pray for Ant as usual, strength and wisdom in whatever he needs to do.
Pray for Elaine as well, as her exam's coming up or is it classes for next exams. Give her Your wisdom and strength.
Pray for my dear jiejie Yanyu to have strength and encouragement as she goes work everyday and hopes of knowing You more.
Pray for my dear friend for better things for him/her as time pass.
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 330pm !
A quiz tagged by Char.
Four screen names you had.
1. Joyce
2. Joyceee
3. Joy
4. JN
Four physical things you like about yourself.
1. Eyes
2. Face
3. Nose
4. Skin
Four physical things you don't like about yourself.
1. Fats in my limbs
2. ??
3. ??
4. ??
Four parts of your Heritage.
1. Mathematics
2. Chinese - My family is, but i'm not.
3. Short-sighted
4. Shorty ! - My family is short -.-
Four things that scare you.
1. Ghosts? No.
2. Scary games? No.
3. Scary movies? Never try once lol.
4. Big insects - eg. Adult cockroach, lizard etc.
Four of your everyday essentials.
1. Handphone
2. Wallet
3. Batteries - For my CI (people who know me well will know what i mean)
4. Spectacles
Four things you are wearing now.
1. Aqua shirt.
2. Light blue shorts.
3. ???
4. ???
Four of your favourite bands or musical artistes.
1. S.H.E. - used to
2. ???
3. ???
4. ???
Four of your favourite songs (Right now).
1. You Are My All In All
2. Blessed Be Your Name.
3. ??
4. ??
Two truths and two lies, in no particular order.
1. I have an older brother(truth)
2. I have a younger sister(lie)
3. I have a handphone(truth)
4. I have 100 pairs of shoes(lie)
Four physical things about your preferred sex that appeal to you.
1. Eyes?
2. Hair?
3. Personalities
4. Habits
Four of your favourite hobbies.
1. Swimming
2. Cycling
3. Badminton
4. Drawing randomly
Four things that you want to do really badly right now.
1. Study
2. Go out ! - not really lah.
3. Eat
4. MSN-ing - not really lah.
Four careers you are considering/you've considered.
1. Music instructor
2. IT designer
3. Accountant - perhaps if my Accts gets better
4. ???
Four places you want go on vacation.
1. Japan
2. Taiwan
3. Korea
4. Australia
Four names you like.
1. Joyceee
2. Silly Joyceee - some people call me that
3. ?
4. ?
Four things you want to do before you die.
1. Pass N levels and O levels
2. Get a job and earn money
3. Hang around with friends more
4. Achieve my dreams
Four ways that you are stereotypically a girl.
1. Talkative
2. I like shopping
3. Don't have beard
4. ??
Four ways that you are stereotypically a boy.
1. Being rough
2. ??
3. ??
4. ??
Ten people you are tagging to do this quiz.
1. Char
2. Yuki
3. Yanyu jiejie
4. Ant
5. Elaine
6. Jaslyn
7. ChongDing
8. Chanying
9. Diyana
10. Anyone lol.
End of my Quiz ~
Four screen names you had.
1. Joyce
2. Joyceee
3. Joy
4. JN
Four physical things you like about yourself.
1. Eyes
2. Face
3. Nose
4. Skin
Four physical things you don't like about yourself.
1. Fats in my limbs
2. ??
3. ??
4. ??
Four parts of your Heritage.
1. Mathematics
2. Chinese - My family is, but i'm not.
3. Short-sighted
4. Shorty ! - My family is short -.-
Four things that scare you.
1. Ghosts? No.
2. Scary games? No.
3. Scary movies? Never try once lol.
4. Big insects - eg. Adult cockroach, lizard etc.
Four of your everyday essentials.
1. Handphone
2. Wallet
3. Batteries - For my CI (people who know me well will know what i mean)
4. Spectacles
Four things you are wearing now.
1. Aqua shirt.
2. Light blue shorts.
3. ???
4. ???
Four of your favourite bands or musical artistes.
1. S.H.E. - used to
2. ???
3. ???
4. ???
Four of your favourite songs (Right now).
1. You Are My All In All
2. Blessed Be Your Name.
3. ??
4. ??
Two truths and two lies, in no particular order.
1. I have an older brother(truth)
2. I have a younger sister(lie)
3. I have a handphone(truth)
4. I have 100 pairs of shoes(lie)
Four physical things about your preferred sex that appeal to you.
1. Eyes?
2. Hair?
3. Personalities
4. Habits
Four of your favourite hobbies.
1. Swimming
2. Cycling
3. Badminton
4. Drawing randomly
Four things that you want to do really badly right now.
1. Study
2. Go out ! - not really lah.
3. Eat
4. MSN-ing - not really lah.
Four careers you are considering/you've considered.
1. Music instructor
2. IT designer
3. Accountant - perhaps if my Accts gets better
4. ???
Four places you want go on vacation.
1. Japan
2. Taiwan
3. Korea
4. Australia
Four names you like.
1. Joyceee
2. Silly Joyceee - some people call me that
3. ?
4. ?
Four things you want to do before you die.
1. Pass N levels and O levels
2. Get a job and earn money
3. Hang around with friends more
4. Achieve my dreams
Four ways that you are stereotypically a girl.
1. Talkative
2. I like shopping
3. Don't have beard
4. ??
Four ways that you are stereotypically a boy.
1. Being rough
2. ??
3. ??
4. ??
Ten people you are tagging to do this quiz.
1. Char
2. Yuki
3. Yanyu jiejie
4. Ant
5. Elaine
6. Jaslyn
7. ChongDing
8. Chanying
9. Diyana
10. Anyone lol.
End of my Quiz ~
Monday, November 3, 2008
Slept this whole morning ! Woke up @ 1145am, nearly to 12pm !
Nearly 12 hours of sleep ! Oh gosh !
Hmm?
The whole afternoon, have been facing the computer.
Doing the schedule for the whole holidays. STUDY SCHEDULE !
I am done with Nov schedule but NOT the Dec schedule.
Couldn't carry on.
Eyes almost wanted to pop out already =X
Just now studied 4 chapters of E Maths for 1-2 hours. Can't study for another hour when i'm supposed to.
Stopped.
It was done for the day ! =X
A prayer before i'm done posting..
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for myself that i managed to finish half of my study schedule of the whole 2 months today !
Pray for wisdom and strength as i catch up in studies and things i do.
Pray for YK and XH to have strength and guidance in whatever they are doing.
Pray for Ant for encouragement and guidance in whatever he is doing @ work, @ home or wherever he goes.
Pray for Elaine for her upcoming exam, wisdom and guidance to be with her.
Pray for Caroline & Pat to have safety as they go for their holiday, wherever they go.
Pray for my dear friend (whom don't wish to be named) for strength in whatever s/he does and some encouragements to get rid of her/his moodiness asap !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 1145pm !
Nearly 12 hours of sleep ! Oh gosh !
Hmm?
The whole afternoon, have been facing the computer.
Doing the schedule for the whole holidays. STUDY SCHEDULE !
I am done with Nov schedule but NOT the Dec schedule.
Couldn't carry on.
Eyes almost wanted to pop out already =X
Just now studied 4 chapters of E Maths for 1-2 hours. Can't study for another hour when i'm supposed to.
Stopped.
It was done for the day ! =X
A prayer before i'm done posting..
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for myself that i managed to finish half of my study schedule of the whole 2 months today !
Pray for wisdom and strength as i catch up in studies and things i do.
Pray for YK and XH to have strength and guidance in whatever they are doing.
Pray for Ant for encouragement and guidance in whatever he is doing @ work, @ home or wherever he goes.
Pray for Elaine for her upcoming exam, wisdom and guidance to be with her.
Pray for Caroline & Pat to have safety as they go for their holiday, wherever they go.
Pray for my dear friend (whom don't wish to be named) for strength in whatever s/he does and some encouragements to get rid of her/his moodiness asap !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
Updated @ 1145pm !
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Hi all !
I don't want to say so much today. Missed church. Nearly missed prayer meeting.
My apologies to everyone for today.
I'm not in the good mood. I'm very sorry to everyone.
Anyway i'll just leave a prayer for today and update again another time.
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for myself to have the encouragement to do what i needed to do, also patience with others.
Pray for YK that she will have the guidance and strength for her tomorrow performance.
Pray for XH for guidance and wisdom in whatever she do.
Pray for Ant and Elaine for wisdom and strength in whatever they do, especially in their jobs.
Pray for Caroline and Pat, their safety as they go for holiday in Israel for 2 weeks.
Hmm..
Pray for a blessed week ahead !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
BTW ! Thanks Lynette babe for the birthday card although it's late now !
Well, I got kinda scolded by someone today, i won't say who.
But some people knows.
Well..I know she meant well. Okay gtg to stop here.
See you all !! Nights.
I don't want to say so much today. Missed church. Nearly missed prayer meeting.
My apologies to everyone for today.
I'm not in the good mood. I'm very sorry to everyone.
Anyway i'll just leave a prayer for today and update again another time.
Dear Father in Heaven,
I pray for myself to have the encouragement to do what i needed to do, also patience with others.
Pray for YK that she will have the guidance and strength for her tomorrow performance.
Pray for XH for guidance and wisdom in whatever she do.
Pray for Ant and Elaine for wisdom and strength in whatever they do, especially in their jobs.
Pray for Caroline and Pat, their safety as they go for holiday in Israel for 2 weeks.
Hmm..
Pray for a blessed week ahead !
In Jesus's name.
Amen.
BTW ! Thanks Lynette babe for the birthday card although it's late now !
Well, I got kinda scolded by someone today, i won't say who.
But some people knows.
Well..I know she meant well. Okay gtg to stop here.
See you all !! Nights.
FREAKING HELL!
Don't feel like going church.
I want to listen to the sermon ! I want to worship songs to Him !
But all because of that stupid PERSON A ~
ROFL.
Well, i'm trying to finish my work asap then see whether i've the time to go. If not, perhaps i'll come for prayer meeting @ MHI which is @ 1130am.
WTFH.
If THAT PERSON A don't disturb me, i'm fine. Going there, separately from PERSON A.
see the word: SEPARATELY.
Get it, people?
Okay gotta run ! See you all !
I guess i'll be out for the whole day again ! Have a blessed day ahead ~
Updated @ 805am !
Don't feel like going church.
I want to listen to the sermon ! I want to worship songs to Him !
But all because of that stupid PERSON A ~
ROFL.
Well, i'm trying to finish my work asap then see whether i've the time to go. If not, perhaps i'll come for prayer meeting @ MHI which is @ 1130am.
WTFH.
If THAT PERSON A don't disturb me, i'm fine. Going there, separately from PERSON A.
see the word: SEPARATELY.
Get it, people?
Okay gotta run ! See you all !
I guess i'll be out for the whole day again ! Have a blessed day ahead ~
Updated @ 805am !
Saturday, November 1, 2008
I'm back updating again.
WTF WTF.
I'M NOT GOING TO BOTHER ABOUT THAT PERSON.
THAT PERSON GONNA APPEAR IN CHURCH TMR. WTF.
okay, i have to stop. It's enough !!
Hmm, tdy went for badminton. Many youths came. Glad that they were able to come !
Vanessa ! Next time, book 3 courts then i'll ask more youths to come lol. =)
Dinner @ Novena.
Hanged around before heading homeee.
Had a nice time with all of them ! =)
But THAT PERSON was there. Tmr i gonna see THAT PERSON again. WTH.
Okay, fineee. Enough means enough.
Gtg ! See you all !
Updated @ 1145pm !
WTF WTF.
I'M NOT GOING TO BOTHER ABOUT THAT PERSON.
THAT PERSON GONNA APPEAR IN CHURCH TMR. WTF.
okay, i have to stop. It's enough !!
Hmm, tdy went for badminton. Many youths came. Glad that they were able to come !
Vanessa ! Next time, book 3 courts then i'll ask more youths to come lol. =)
Dinner @ Novena.
Hanged around before heading homeee.
Had a nice time with all of them ! =)
But THAT PERSON was there. Tmr i gonna see THAT PERSON again. WTH.
Okay, fineee. Enough means enough.
Gtg ! See you all !
Updated @ 1145pm !
WTF.
I don't want to say bad words any more please.
But i can't take it anymore, as well.
WTF.
This person, i'm so freaking angry with. Person A.
Person A think she is so pathetic or whatever.
So despo, or whatever its?!
2 years (OLDER, mind you) apart from me, acting like younger than me ?! WTF.
YOU ARE IMMATURE, DON'T YOU KNOW?!
Everyone is trying to help you and yet, you don't get it and try to complain people about especially me. WTF, you lah. I try to help you then you complain. WTF. Complain queen, huh?!
Now i'm not going to bother about you. Whatever you want to do, go ahead. Don't tell people you know me huh. I don't know you, okay?! F_ _ _ off please. Thank you!
WTF, WTF.
I hate you, seriously! I update more later.. I'm seriously pissed now. Need to control myself first.
Sorry people out there, zzz !
WTF.
WTF.
WTF.
WTF.
Sorry, I know i'm not supposed to say bad words -_-lll
I don't want to say bad words any more please.
But i can't take it anymore, as well.
WTF.
This person, i'm so freaking angry with. Person A.
Person A think she is so pathetic or whatever.
So despo, or whatever its?!
2 years (OLDER, mind you) apart from me, acting like younger than me ?! WTF.
YOU ARE IMMATURE, DON'T YOU KNOW?!
Everyone is trying to help you and yet, you don't get it and try to complain people about especially me. WTF, you lah. I try to help you then you complain. WTF. Complain queen, huh?!
Now i'm not going to bother about you. Whatever you want to do, go ahead. Don't tell people you know me huh. I don't know you, okay?! F_ _ _ off please. Thank you!
WTF, WTF.
I hate you, seriously! I update more later.. I'm seriously pissed now. Need to control myself first.
Sorry people out there, zzz !
WTF.
WTF.
WTF.
WTF.
Sorry, I know i'm not supposed to say bad words -_-lll
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